Chapter 124
Vicky clenched her fists tightly under the sheets and stiffened until her entire body was as hard as a rock. As she tried to stop fighting Tyler, the weight on her body disappeared.
She opened her eyes and found Tyler standing by the bed. Panicking, she muttered, "Tyler..."
He did not look at her and simply said, ’Why bother forcing yourself into it if you don't want to?’
"I want to..." She lowered her head. "You know that I've forgotten about a lot of things, and it's hard to...get used to things.”
Since they were already married, there was no point in delaying the inevitable since she knew that her resistance would eventually melt away.
He lowered his gaze and stared into her eyes. "I'm not into assaulting women."
"That's not it. I'm doing this willingly."
"You say that, but your heart says otherwise. That makes this just as bad as an assault," he said emotionlessly.
She bit her lower lip when she looked into his eyes.
It was not a shame for a woman to try and defend her marriage, and intimacy was a great part of a healthy marriage.
As her final attempt, she argued, "It's not that I don't want to. It's just that...I can't get past the mental block. I think I'm just scared of the unknown... Yeah, that's probably it."
Toward the end, she began to lose track of her own thoughts.
He glanced at her. "You're scared of the unknown?" The look in his eyes darkened. "Why weren't you scared of the unknown when you seduced me for the very first time, then?"
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Awesome story but too long winded...