next day I wake up early but don't get up from bed as he is still asleep and didn't give me permission
But I need to go to pee so badly
I started to squirm in bed
Feeling my movement he woke up and asked what happened
"I want to go to the toilet can I go?"I asked
"Yes you don't need to ask me that.But come back quickly.Go and freshen up come for breakfast."
"Okay ja..sir"
"You can call me jack when we are not having sex."
"ummm."
I ran to the toilet and empty myself
I am so grateful that he didn't force me to have sex.I was so sore from the last night punishment
After I go freshen up I go downstairs for breakfast.
We eat breakfast and after that we came back to my room
When he was leaving I called him"I want to ask you something?"
"What?"
"We are having sex without any protection.I don't want to get pregnant now.Can I go out and buy some contraceptives?"
He look at me without any emotion.I thought I have done any mistake so I apologized"I am sorry.If you don't like it I won't talk about this."
"I started to turn but he said"We can't go out this house.I will send some doctor she will suggest you contraceptive."
I nod.I don't know whether I should be happy or sad.He is keeping me captive.but at least not forcing to get pregnant.
Why would he.I am his wife just for name.I am just his mistress.Why he will want a child from his mistress.
But why I am feeling sad.
I shouldn't feel sad about anything related to him
I sit in the room and feel bored.I open the TV but found nothing to watch so I come out of room
He told me to not go outside the house.But I can go anywhere in the house.
I want to talk to someone.Someone means Martha.
She is very close to Jack.So I think he will not be able to punish me at least.
I can't be mentally stable if I lock myself in this room
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