Married at 19 novel Chapter 69

　　《Bella Dawson》

　　Martin is sitting here in front of me, but I just can't do anything about it. I wish I could tell him that he is my long lost husband, but Sara is here and I don't want to their relationship. Besides, Sara already announced their engagement to department and no matter how hurts, I am, I have to accept the facts that Nathan is no longer can't be mine.

　　Sometimes, I stole a glance of him and saw him sort all of the vegetables around his plate same as he usually did long ago. He's still the same, although he already lost his memories. Our sweet memories together.

　　"Omg.....I'm sorry, Martin." Sara suddenly spoke as she received a text. "I have to go now. My patient is in critical situation....Sorry."

　　Martin smiled. "It's okay...don't worry about me, Sara."

　　"Okay, I'll see you later." Sara said to him. "And you too, Bella."

　　I smiled. "Okay, good luck for your surgery."

　　Sara gets up from her seat. "Thanks." She then swiftly headed towards the door, leaving the two of us at the table.

　　It was awkward-silence moment for both of us this couple minutes. I'm dying to tell him the truth, but I'm scared that he couldn't believe me.

　　"U-um.....Bella." Did I heard him called my name?

　　I move my eyes from my phone screen to face him. The unique grey eyes met with the blue ocean eyes, the eyes that I longing so much.

　　He smiled at me. "May I ask you something?"

　　"Y-yes." I stuttered a bit.

　　He suddenly bursts into laughing.

　　"What??"

　　"No... nothing, I just wonder why you always stutter when you talk. No offense, but I like the way you stutter, it's cute."

　　Oh my god..... he makes me blush again.

　　I quickly cover my cheeks to hide it from

　　He laughed more. "Okay....okay, I'm sorry."

　　"You're so mean Nathan..." Did I just said that? You're so stupid Bella.

　　His face changed a bit. "Why you are always calling me Nathan? Not just you, but your friends too?" He looks so curious about me.

　　"I....I just slipped my tongue." I lied to him, hopefully that he buys that.

　　He leaned closer to me, examining my face with his beautiful eyes. "I know you're hiding something, Bella."

　　I gulped once. "No.... I'm not hiding anything."

　　He smirked. "Yes...please don't lie to me, Bella."

　　Should I tell him the truth?

　　Or not?