"Heaven, I can be the man for you." Zarin blurted.
Heaven blinked a few times, her brain unable to process what he said. What did he mean? He couldn't mean what she thought he meant.
No.
He would never.
"Zarin," She went and grabbed his arm and led him toward the door. "You are a friend to me. You need not be anything else."
She grabbed the door handle and opened the door. "I am exhausted and need to get some sleep before training."
"Heaven." He grabbed her wrist and stopped her from throwing him out of her room. "We have spent little time lately. Spend some time with me tonight."
Tonight? She was supposed to be with Zamiel tonight.
"Alright." She agreed.
Zamiel would understand, and she needed to make her friendship with Zarin work like it did before all this.
Once Zarin left, Heaven went straight to bed. At first she kept thinking of what Zarin told her. She could still not figure out what he meant. Then she decided to stop pondering about it, and her thoughts gradually drifted to her night with Zamiel. Just thinking of his name made her stomach flutter.
She had never experienced so much joy and nervousness in one night. She recalled their kiss, and it caused her to blush and roll back and forth in her bed and when she remembered her fangs she buried her face in the pillow embarrassed. How was she supposed to sleep now? All she could do was to dream of their night together while awake and yearn to be with him.
She felt giddy just thinking of seeing him again.
Was this how it felt to fall in love?
At last she could sleep but only for a short while before Kate woke her up. "Your Highness, you shouldn't miss your meeting."
Heaven had told Kate she wanted to become a ruler. Kate was very supportive of her decision and very excited. She would help her remember her meetings and lessons when things became hectic.
While Kate took care of her, Anna her second handmaiden took care of her clothes, shoes and jewelery. She was a very organized young lady, and that is why Heaven had chosen her.
After getting ready, Heaven hurried to the meeting. On her way, she thought of her mother. She would pay her a visit afterward.
The meeting didn't start well. The council already began to complain about why Heaven couldn't just get married. Citizens were getting upset.
Her father didn't give much importance to their complaint and moved on handily to the next subject.
Heaven listened mostly like she usually did and only gave her opinion when she was sure about something. It was getting easier to keep up with their conversations. Soon she would be able to understand everything. She felt proud of herself.
When the meeting ended Heaven went to look for her mother. She was sitting on her favorite place. The white swing. Her mother had told her about how she and her father fell in love and what the swing meant for her. Heaven thought it was very romantic. Her father was romantic and her mother was difficult to not fall in love with.
She just had that vibrant aura that made everyone feel special and good. Heaven was very protective of her and liked to see her happy. It hurt her the most when her mother was hurt.
"Heaven." A smile lit up her mother's face. "I was thinking of visiting you, but here you are. Come." She tapped on the seat next to her.
Heaven went and sat beside her mother.
"Mother, are you upset with me?" Heaven asked.
"Yes." Her mother replied. "Not because of that man, but because you didn't tell me anything. Your grandmother explained everything to me."
Her grandmother? What did she explain? How much did she know, and how?
"You don't tell me anything anymore. Don't I listen to you, Heaven? Have I not been a good mother? You can tell me."
"Mother," Heaven was surprised to hear that. She never regarded her mother as a negligent mother. Never. "I am the luckiest daughter in the world to have you as my mother."
The reason Heaven kept things from her mother was because she didn't want her to worry. She was a mother, after all, and they worried the most. Especially her mother because of her caring nature. Heaven didn't want to disrupt her happiness and peace of mind. But she didn't know she was hurting her.
"Then talk to me. I am your mother. I want to know what is going on with you. I want to be there for you. Nothing makes me happier." Her mother explained as if she could read her thoughts.
"I am sorry. I never meant to hurt you." Heaven apologized.
Then they sat for a long time and chatted.
Heaven told her mother about Zamiel and what he went through. Her mother already seemed to know that, which meant her grandmother knew more than she told her.
"I still don't like him Heaven." Her mother admitted. "I understand why he did what he did, but I still don't like him. I saw how you looked all those sleepless nights. I never want to see you like that again. But I'll trust your choice and I'll try to see the good you see in him." fɾeeweɓnѳveɭ.com
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