Mated in the Shadow of My Sister novel Chapter 195

Chapter 0195

“No, that is not what I am saying.”

“So what are you saying?” Lily asks.

“Oh, I can’t wait to hear the answer to this,” Luke links me, clearly feeling just as frustrated as Lily.

I think for a few moments, trying to make sense of my own thoughts and emotions.

“After we mark each other, everything is going to change. And I know that is a good thing, I really do.

But first I want to have you just for myself for a little while. I know that sounds selfish, and it probably is,

but… before everything changes, I want more time with you. Just you and me.

I want tonight to only be about our feelings for one another.

It is going to be the first time for both of us. I want it to be special, and I want us to look back on tonight

and remember our connection to each other. I do not want those memories to be overshadowed by the

memories of everything that will change afterward.

Just as importantly, I want you to know that I made love to you tonight because I wanted you, not

because of what I will get from you after we are marked.”

“I cannot believe it. My human is not only a mo ron, but also a sappy, romantic mo ron,” Luke complains.

“So what you are saying is

“I want to make love to you tonight, but I want to hold off on marking.

Lily’s eyes widen. “Really?”

“You wanted to take it slow, remember?”

She glances down at her half-naked self. “Yes… but don’t you think it is a little late for that?”

I smile at her reminder that she is on my lap, half-naked. The lust that was driving me a few minutes ago

She smiles as I kiss her lips once again. The kiss becomes more and more heated. Thanks to the sparks,

I can practically feel the electricity as our tongues explore one another’s mouths.

When she reaches for my belt, I cannot resist the urge to move my face right back to her newly freed breasts. Derek Ab bott was a major a&&hole do uchebag, but he was not wrong about one thing: there is something magical about being able to get lost in Lily’s chest. I could die here happily.

Lily helps me out of the rest of my clothing, and I-again feeling impatient-cut off her panties. There is

now no barrier separating us.

Soon thereafter

but do not worry, not too soon- I am able to confirm that Lily and I are no longer virgins. I now know what heaven tastes, feels, and looks like. I do not know how I managed to ever live my life without it, or without her. 

Now that I have experienced it, I am addicted. There is no going back. Mark or not, I am never letting her

My life is hers.

Lily. My amazing Lily.