Time went by, Justin's temper grew more and more irritable, and many times he found himself with an uncontrollable urge to turn the city of J City upside down.
The name Lucia burrowed into his head day and night, and no matter how much he tried to calm his mind, it didn't help.
He definitely would not go to places where Lucia had stayed.
When he used to go back to the Sutton’s every week with Lucia, they would stay in the suite on the third floor. It was a place that smelled like Lucia, and he couldn't stay there, fidgeting.
Justin blasted his way to "Blue Forest Court".
Blue Forest Court was a house where Lucia's mother's ashes were placed.
The maid guarding Blue Forest Court was still amiable. She didn't know about Lucia's departure, but kept asking Justin to bring her there next time and asking when they were planning to have a child.
Justin did not want to mention the word of "child", for it had become a taboo in his heart.
He went upstairs to the altar.
Justin saw the letter box on the incense stand, all of which were letters handwritten by Lucia to her mother.
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Mom,
Their varsity basketball team competed again today and won the championship. I knew they would win for he is in the team. He is awesome, I like him.
He's my dream. Mom, please bless me with my dream!
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Mom,
When I plowed him out of the rubble with my bare hands last month after the earthquake in C Province, my heart broke with pain, I was so afraid he would die. But then when I woke up, it turned out to be a fact that it was Esther who saved him, so maybe it was indeed Esther who saved him after I was knocked unconscious by the slab.
I do not care he does not love me, what does it matter if the person who saved him is me?
Anyway, after he and Esther got together, I don’t want to appear in front of them. Feeling inferiority complex is really bitter ......
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Mom,
You once we are a good match.
But I was not worthy of him. To marry him, I gave up the family's inheritance to compensate for Esther, so I had no dowry and was sneered at in my in-laws.
But I love him, and I chose to marry him, I have to insist ......
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Mom,
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