I wiped the tears in my eyes as I watched Pretty Little Liars and stuff my face with ice cream.
Aria and Ezra are just so perfect...
I started crying again, and there was a knock at my door. "Go away" I said with my voice cracking. "Rain, open up. It's me" Liz said.
I closed my eyes shut and groaned "Liz, please just go away." The window then opened up, and Alessandra walked in "Rain, you need to talk to someone."
"I don't want to" I said as I stabbed my ice cream with my spoon then putting it on the nightstand table since it was empty already and I hugged a pillow to my chest.
Alessandra unlocked the door for Liz and Liz shut the door behind her then locking it. "Rain...It's not what it looked like."
"Oh really? Because it looked like my boyfriend was kissing some other girl!" I snapped, and they both sighed.
The door then opened, and my head snapped towards the door, when I saw Ryker walk in. "Get out!" I yelled and chucked a pillow at him.
"Rain, we need to talk" He said, and I yelled "Well I don't want to talk to you, asshole!"
"How did you even get in?" Liz asked, and Ryker dangled a key in his hand. Alessandra then looked at Liz and they both seemed to communicate threw looks.
Then they both stood up and started to walk out. "Where are you going?!" I asked as I grabbed Alessandra's arm. "You two need to work this out" She said and took her arm out of my grip "Bye Rain".
They both walked out and left me alone with Ryker. I glared at them as they shut the door, and Ryker started "We need to talk-"
I ignored him, walking over to the window and shutting it so the cold air wouldn't come in. I was still in my clothes from the bar with my jeans and white v-neck t-shirt.
I locked the window and turned of the TV. "Rain" Ryker said trying to get my attention, but I ignored him then walking over to the speaker thing and turning on a random playlist.
"Would you just listen to me?" He asked annoyed. I turned the volume up higher and he exclaimed "It's not what it looked like!"
I turned the volume all the way up as it blasted. "RAIN!" He yelled over the music, and I then started to walk to the bathroom without looking at him.
He then grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me back. "Let go of me" I gritted as my eyes went dark and heart felt like it dropped just from looking at him.
"Not until you listen to me" He gritted back, and I held his stare that was full of intensity and guilt. I tore my hand away from his grip.
"I didn't kiss her, Rain" He said.
"BULLSHIT!" I immediately yelled "I saw you kiss her! It may not have been first but you responded! "
"No! What you saw, is me trying to pull away from!" Ryker yelled "I didn't kiss her!"
"Well that's not what it looked like!" I yelled. "Rain...I may have been unloyal to a million other girls, but I swear on my fucking life that I wouldn't cheat on you!" He exclaimed.
I rolled my eyes "That's what every fuck boy says" as I cross my arms and he was about to say something but I cut him off "Let me see your phone."
"What? Why?" He asked. "Let me see it, and then I'll see if I believe you or not" I said as I put my hand out.
"What the hell does that have anything to do with anything?! You can't just go through my phone!" He yelled, and I could tell by now that people could here us fighting.
"Why?! What do you have to hide?! Because if you didn't have anything then you would let me-" I started ranting but before I could continue Ryker smashed his lips into mine.
I stood there for a minute shocked then giving right into the kiss. His lips moved in sync with mine, and it was most passionate kiss I ever had.
His tongue slid across my teeth asking for entry before I granted it to him and his tongue found mine. He pushed me back and I hit the bed rail on the Queen sized bed.
I ran my hands through his hair as I tugged on it lightly, and moved back onto the bed so I was laying down and Ryker was over top of me.
Our lips broke apart from air and Ryker pressed his lips to my neck and began to leave a trail of kiss down my neck and jawline.
I closed my eyes as I caught my breath, and placed my hands on Ryker's chest. He moved his lips back to mine, and I responded right away.
He then grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it up over my head and threw it on the ground somewhere. His hands roamed my body, and I tried not let memories of being sexual harassed come back into my mind.
The kiss was rough and hungry with. A very fast moving pace. I tugged on Ryker's shirt, and he pulled back to tear off his shirt then pressing his lips to mine.
I placed my hands on his tones chest and moved them up around his neck to wrap my arms around. He moved his hands down my waist, and made it towards the button of my jeans.
He unbuttoned them, then slowly pulling the zipper down. He slid my jeans down my legs then throwing them with the rest of clothes on the floor.
I kept my eyes closed, and everything that made me worry or anxious went away at this moment, because I was so close to Ryker and it was the best feeling in the world.
I broke away for air and he placed his forehead against mine "Are we doing this?" I looked up to meet his bright beautiful blue eyes that were shining.
I nodded "Yeah. We are" I responded breathlessly, and my music playlist of The Fray blasted in the background. Once our lips met again, my hands unbuttoned his jeans, and soon before that we were both only in underwear.
His hands roamed my body and made the way to my bra clasp. "Ryk" I pulled back again breathlessly "I'm not on the pill."
He tucked a piece of hair behind my hair and grabbed a tin-foil packet out of his jean pocket "It's okay, Princess." He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear, as u breathed heavily and he asked "Are you sure you want to do this?"
I nodded "Yeah..I'm sure." His lips tugged up to a small smile and his eyes stared at me with intensity.
His lips met mine again, and with one hand he un-did my bra clasp, and there was no going back now.
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