Evelyn
I pulled down his trousers before he helped me in sliding them all the way down before I moved my hands to his boxers. He was too perfect; I could already see it without having to actually see it.
But suddenly, a wave of insecurities crashed over me. Doubt and worry crept into my mind, threatening to overshadow the excitement. I had absolutely no experience in oral whatsoever. The furthest I had gone with any guy was just a lip kiss and a few minutes of make-out—that was the extent of my limited knowledge.
The questions bombarded my thoughts, like a relentless barrage.
What if I'm utterly terrible at it?
What if he's left disappointed?
What if I fail to please him?
I was surely not as experienced as the other women who had graced his presence. Such a man like him must have encountered so many beautiful women, who might have astounded him to the core from the looks to the performance on the bed. And to be awfully honest, I did not have any skills whatsoever since I have never done this before.
Did I possess the allure to capture his attention, let alone keep it?
I was inexperienced and young, perhaps, not the kind of girl who would pique anyone's interest at first glance. I wasn't even interesting enough.
"Evelyn, you don't have to feel obligated to do this if you're not comfortable," Jacob's voice was gentle as he ran his hand through my hair, mistaking my worry for reluctance. "I can handle it, don't worry."
"But I want to," I responded immediately, meeting his gaze. "It's not about feeling uncomfortable; it's just that I've never done anything like this before. I... I don't want to let you down."
His surprise was evident, though not as much as I'd expected, "You are a virgin?" he asked.
"Yeah," I admitted, feeling the heat rise to my cheeks. "I haven't had much of a dating life, you know."
"I had a feeling," a smile tugged at his lips as his fingers traced my jawline, sending delightful shivers down my spine. "Listen, Evelyn, nothing you do could ever disappoint me. You're the most perfect woman I've ever laid eyes on. There's no reason for you to feel insecure, my love. You don't know how perfect you are and you wouldn't be questioning this way if you could see it from my view...." He leaned down, grabbing my jaw and brushed his lips against mine, making me shiver, "You are my temptation. The most perfect possession. And trust me, you don't even know the depths of your beauty. I do."
Butterflies fluttered in my stomach and my nervousness got washed away as well.
I took a deep breath, summoning the courage to tear my gaze away and meet his eyes. My glance, however, couldn't help but stray down to the bulge of his erection, which remained impressively prominent and undeniably intimidating. The sheer length and thickness that I could only assume from the bulge sent a shiver down my spine—it seemed almost too much, straining against the fabric of his boxers, as if on the verge of bursting free.
He was even bigger than I had imagined, surpassing the mental image I had conjured up in my mind.
Letting go of the breath I did not know I was holding till now, I slowly pulled down his briefs, setting his cock free.
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