Grab some tissues guys. You will need that.
Anna POV
He looked at me with shocked eyes as if he can't believe that I am saying this.
I picked up the bag from the bed and turned toward Jane and said "Jane will you help me to carry them downstairs?"
She looked at him for a second then turned to me and said: "Of course I will."
I nodded and walked toward the door. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me toward him.
"You aren't going anywhere. We are going to talk about what happened today." He said with a soft voice.
He looked at Jane and said, "Leave Jane and take the babies with you."
She looked at me and I nodded at her and said: "Bring them to me if they are hungry." She nodded and left.
I sighed and snatched my wrist from his grip and said "There is nothing left to talk. I am leaving this house with my babies."
He cupped my face in his hands and confessed "They are dead. They won't touch you anymore."
Tears rolled down from my eyes and I looked at him with a sad face. His face softened when he saw my tears.
He wiped it tenderly. I craved his tender side from the very beginning of our marriage.
But he crushed that part of me and now I don't know what I want in my life anymore.
I just want what is best for my babies. They are my priority and always will be.
"You should have thought all about this before whoring me to your father and brother." I sobbed
"I.. I am sorry." He said hesitantly and I looked at him in shock.
Did he just apologised to me or this is all a dream. It must be a dream.
He is not that type of person who will apologise to anyone. He never apologized to me.
Not when he took my virginity brutally. Not when he forced me to suck him off. Not when he hit me. Not when he fucked me anally and not when he beat me up.
I wiped my tears and said "I am leaving Jack. I bore everything because I wanted our marriage to work. I never wanted to marry you or anyone. I wanted to marry the person whom I love. But still, I thought that one day we will behave like a normal couple so I did everything you said."
I took a deep breath then continued "you raped me everything. You know on our wedding night, I had a slight hope that you won't force me or that you will give me some time to adjust or until we get to know each other. But no you took my virginity brutally. You broke me."
"Anna Let me explain I- " before he could complete his sentence I cut him off.
"No stop right there. Are you talking about explaining thing huh." I laughed humorlessly while tears were continuously falling from my eyes.
"I was so happy when I found out that I am pregnant. I was feeling like I was on cloud nine. I really thought that you will be happy too and that you won't hit me anymore. But what you did you slapped me and called me a slut and whore."
I sobbed and fell on my knees and shouted: "You accused me of cheating when you know that I won't cheat on you ever."
He looked at me with teary eyes and sat in front of me and said "I am sorry. Please don't leave me. I want to live with you and babies."
I chuckled sadly and told him "You don't need us. You have a sister whom you love more than you ever love someone that's why you sold me like a whore to them."
"You didn't even slightly care about me when I was going to give birth. You didn't come with me. I was alone there. No one was with me. Every nurse was looking at curiously because they thought that I was just a stupid girl who fell in love with someone and got pregnant. It was just Maria who was there to support me."
"I didn't have any idea. I thou-" I again cut him off and said, "What that my parents will be with me."
He nodded and I just shook my head and told him sadly "They don't care about me and if they would then they won't sell me like a commodity"
"I called my mother and told her that I am all alone and I want her there with me. You know what she said, she said that she doesn't have any time to waste. Then I got a big shock but I expected it. The doctor told me that I have to choose between myself and babies."
I sniffled and wiped my face from my sweater then continued "I told her that I am choosing my babies because I love them more than I have ever loved someone. And also because I was scared that you will kill me if I choose myself. But she told me that she wants your permission as well. So she called you and asked you. But my already broken heart shattered once again. Without any wasting anytime you told her that save the babies."
He looked at me with shocked wide eyes and shouted "No one called me. I didn't even know that your pregnancy is complicated. "
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