My Fiancée Hates Me novel Chapter 62

[Vance's Perspective]

I watched her beautiful figure slowly recede away. With such thin shoulders, I am surprised that she can even hold up a sword...

"Maybe you should have also chased after her," Gavin Lord of The Church Sect said as he came in and sat down.

The presence of the priest in training startled me a bit from how quietly he snuck up on me.

"I have decided on the name Vance," I said.

I was to choose my new name and get adopted to a new family through The Church. Lady Arielle chose this strange person as her trusted representative.

"She is on the market, so why not go for it?" Gavin Lord asked.

I tried changing the topic, but it seems that my love life is much more interesting.

"I cannot..."

"Even though you gave her a lock of your hair? I hear that Knights will often give their most special person their prized possession or a lock of their hair to remember them by..."

"...I simply want to be remembered by her," I said as stared and admired her yellow flowers.

Lady Arielle was my first love for both of my lives. She probably will always be for the rest of this life too.

In the end, Lady Kaya left me too when she realized that I could not comfort her in the bedroom...due to my selective impotence towards her.

The doctors were unable to determine whether or not there was anything wrong with me physically since I was healthy in the mornings. It was just when it came to bedroom matters that I was unable to give her what she desired, so she went to other men. I felt guilty about never being able to satisfy her ever since then. When she approached me that fateful day and asked for a favor, I let her in the Castle without knowing that she would cause harm to both of my Masters.

Even though my feelings for Lady Arielle have returned, I am the last person who is able to profess my love to her now...

"I am alright with just watching over her," I told him confidently.

I could never compare to Prince Erik no matter how many times I am reborn. That is the same for any man she falls for. If she were to fall for him, he would have to be someone extraordinary to match with her. That is why I am fine if the person she fell in love with was still not me.

"Men are simple creatures, huh?" Gavin Lord said. "You are probably one of the most complicated men I have ever known. That goes for anyone involved with that person."