My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 108

Chapter 108 Gone

I was so in pain that I could feel, myself become unconscious, I closed my eyes, feeling the servants carrying my body into the car. The butler tried to contact Lance but he didn’t pick up his phone.

Another servant said, was it because Lance didn’t want this kid anymore? The news and tabloids were very clear, who doesn’t know this child was Lance’s?

The butler said, “This is not what servants should be concerned of. There are two lives here, we should send them to the hospital.”

I was lucky that Lance’s butler didn’t treat me any different even after he heard about the news.

I was so in pain that I started to have problem breathing, I knew if I wasn’t sent to the hospital immediately, it would be a one-way ticket for and my child to the afterlife.

At this point, I was really angry. Lance played with my trust once again, he’s really forcing me to die, wasn’t he?

If I had known this day would come, I would have killed him in his sleep.

I was afraid, but I was also afraid when I tried to kill myself for the first time. A person who nearly died once, would be even terrified of dying. I didn’t want to die.

My father crossed my mind. I always thought of him, because whenever my father’s face appeared in my mind, at least I know that someone actually loved me for who I am, unconditionally.

I thought about Leo Mason. My love for him still didn’t disappear completely even after we hurt each other.

I thought since I was going to die, just let me think and miss him more.

The journey from the mansion to the hospital seemed to be very long, I was so worried that my tears started to form. I wanted to ask the driver if he could speed up, I wanted to live!

But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t open my mouth and speak! I could only cry. The butler put his hand around me and comforted me. “It’s going to be alright, stay strong.”

They always say, mothers will love their own children no matter what.

But right at this moment, I couldn’t bring myself to love this child. I knew he was very pitiful, his father abandoned him too.

I felt the car stopped moving and someone was moving my body. “Hurry! To the ER, NOW!” someone yelled.