My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 121

Chapter 121

Javier saw me and gave me a big hug. He touched my head, giving me warmth. After all that I have been through, I still didn’t learn how to reject the warmth people give me.

No matter if the boy in front of me wasn’t a man to me, just a big boy, I still wanted more of his warmth.

“Let’s go, let’s go settle down in a hotel first, we’ll talk later.” Javier said while pulling my hands. We left the

airport.

Since I had already booked a hotel room for him, we went straight to the hotel. Javier put his luggage and came to my room. I needed someone to speak

to.

After some consideration, I still   decided not to tell him, he is 3 years younger to me, just like a little brother to me. He came to see me all the long way from Germany, I should be grateful. I couldn’t be so greedy. I used to want more of Leo, but……

I learnt my lesson, even if I like this big guy here, I should not get attached.

Some things are not meant to be spoken out.

In simple words, I explained what happened to him, about mom. But I didn’t tell him about Lance, he didn’t ask me also.

We ate a simple lunch. Then, Javier said we should get the cremation done soon.

T originally planned to go back to Germany once I’m done here, but now with the baby’s issue, I needed to stay for a DNA test. If she is really my child,   my peaceful life would be gone, but

she’s my responsibility, I shouldn’t here her alone if she really is my baby.

We arrived at the centre, Javier was by my side. “It’s going to be alright, just breathe.”

Llooked up at him. “Javier, thank you so much.”

He patted my head and said, “No need to be so formal with me.”

There was no passion or whatever romantic feelings between us. We clicked the first time we met, just like old friends, I could be myself around him. I could relax and just be me.

“Once your mother’s funeral is done, do you need to stay further? My friend told me the people here would stay around one month, it’s a tradition or something?” Javier asked.

I didn’t even plan to follow the   tradition, but since I have another thing to worry about now, I should stay.

“Yeah, you should go back after a few days, don’t affect your studies.”

Javier put his hands on my shoulder and pulled me into his arms. “The credit hours for this semester is short, so I can stay. It’s not safe for a little woman here alone.”