My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 126

Chapter 126

Lance Mason followed behind us. His room was just opposite of our room and when I pulled Javier into the room, I heard Lance said, “Be careful of getting dumped by Jennie Gomez one day.”

Lance Mason must have known everything I did out there, including my relationship with Bosco.

But I broke up with Bosco before I came back. I just let him say whatever he wants. I don’t mind anyway.

Theard the sound of things being smashed from the Lance’s room after | closed the door.

“I don’t want to leave you here alone now, Nini. He was being jealous obviously. I need to stay here to protect you.” Javier said.

Tlaughed at his words and said, “I used to be so stupid like you to think that he likes me, but I was wrong, I was overthinking like you now. How is it possible that he would like me? He hated me since I was 5 when I first moved into his house, he had been treating me like trash for years. I hate him for that and I want revenge, but I couldn’t do anything so I ran away, as far as I can and I will never come back again. The thing I regret the most is that I didn’t abort the second baby.”

I tilted my head up to look at Javier’s eyes, “I have been pregnant twice. I was four months pregnant when I did my first abortion. I had the second baby because I have the same special blood type with him, he was afraid that the baby would die because of haemolysis so he let me keep the baby   disgusted by me. But I can’t give you an answer now. I am sorry, Javier.”

He wiped away my tears with his thumb and said, “It’s okay, I can wait. I have waited a year for you; I don’t mind waiting for another year. But Nini, 1 won’t wait for you too long, if you have me in your heart, you wouldn’t make me wait too long.”

I nodded, “Okay, wait for me, if the baby is really mine, I will talk to Lance Mason about the custody, and after all of this is done, I will go back to Munich and find you. But, Javier, you need to promise me that you won’t stay here with me. I don’t want you to witness the bad side of me, I want to save the good side for you.”

I knew I was going to be like a maniac whenever I see Lance Mason,   and I didn’t want Javier to witness that.

“But I am afraid that…….”

I placed my finger on his lips to prevent him from finishing his sentence and said, “The thing you are afraid of wouldn’t happen, okay?”

Javier couldn’t say much so he just nodded.