My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 134

Chapter 134

He didn’t look good.

“What are you talking about? You know nothing! It wasn’t like how you saw it; I can explain.”

“Explain? I don’t need your explanation! What I saw wasn’t true? Tell what is true then! Tell me that when I was 5 years old you made me kneel in the snow wasn’t true. When I was 6 and you pushed my head into the swimming pool wasn’t true. You put a snake in my bed when I was 7 years old wasn’t true. You made me a juvenile when I was 12 years old. Tell me that the gangsters who tried to rape me wasn’t true! Lance Mason, you tell me, is all of this my imagination of is this true?”

I looked at him tears in my eyes.

He took a few steps back and almost tripped himself.

He didn’t dare to look at me so he quickly rushed up the stairs into his study room.

I wouldn’t be able to be with him even after I forgive him. I couldn’t just forget every bad thing he has done to me easily. I saw what he did every time I saw him. He was my nightmare.

The guards were still standing in front of the door blocking my way.

They couldn’t let me out without the permission of Lance Mason.

I just wanted to escape from this place that had so many bad memories. I still wanted to escape even though we have a child.

I started to understand my mom. She wanted a high-quality life and I want a happy and normal life. We are all  irresponsible.

But the difference between me and my mom is I will tell myself that I have a responsibility to take whenever I want to escape. The child is innocent and she doesn’t deserve to be abandoned.