Chapter 139
Maybe he really loves me already at that time, but his love was too psychotic and toxic.
“What should I do to make you be nicer to me and even try to love me? What should I do?”
His voice came from behind me. We were in silence at that moment.
“I need love, so I will easily fall in love if any single man shows me a bit of care. But you, Lance Mason, I will never fall in love with you no matter how good you treat me. You wouldn’t hurt the person you love if you really love her, and all I got from you is hurt. You choked me, slapped me and called me names, and all of this has hurt me so much that I don’t think I could ever forget. I wouldn’t fall in love with you even if you give me your life. So, if you really love me, you would let me go, stop doing all of this to me. And about the custody of the child, I will leave it to the court to decide. We should stop all of these struggles between us, stop wasting our time.”
I was extremely calm when I said this.
“You wouldn’t be willing to love me even if I give my life to you?”
“Yes, I will never love you.”
Lance knitted his eyebrows and said, “If so, I don’t have to treat you so well since you wouldn’t even try to love me. I will just do whatever I want then.”
What did he mean? Was he willing to let me go?
“You like Javier Santiago so much, right?”
“What do you want to do, Lance Mason?” He wouldn’t just simply mention him.
He turned and faced me, he caressed my eyebrows and said, “I don’t want to do anything. I just want to tell you that it is not safe out there, people have the right to own guns, what
“I will kill you if you touch Javier!”
I yelled loudly at him, he started to laugh.
“It all depends on you. If I can’t have your heart, I will have your body then.”
He placed his hand on my chest right on my heart and pressed it forcefully, “How many men have you placed inside here? I knew you would
place anyone in here except a man
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