My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 157

My Love My Hatred Chapter 157

I was using an intravenous drip when Lance Mason went out, I didn‘t know where he went. 

Maybe he went to find the doctor to ask about my condition or maybe he went out to smoke. 

He came back with a strong smell of cigarettes after a few minutes. 

He sat down on the bed beside me, looking at me. He looked like he wanted to say something but didn‘t know how to say it to me. 

He just kept staring at me. 

He spoke after a few seconds, “Don‘t worry, I asked the doctor about your condition. Cervical cancer mostly happens to girls who started their sex life very early and have a lot of sex 

partner. You have only slept with me and that was when you were 23, not so young anymore, plus I haven‘t slept with another woman for many years before you. I will be more careful in the future; | won‘t let you get hurt anymore.” 

He said that he hasn‘t slept with another woman for many years before he slept with me and I didn‘t know if that was true. I have never seen any other woman around him back then, I only knew he had a fiancé. 

Lance Mason looked at me with guilt in his eyes and his hands were balled into fists. 

Maybe he did go out to find the doctor and asked about my condition. Maybe this way, he wouldn‘t feel like he has hurt me and even thought that all of this was just him not being gentle enough to me. 

Maybe he would feel better after doing so. Perhaps, this was his way of convincing himself. 

“How do you know if I have only one sex partner?” 

I smiled ironically at him. What he said is true, I have only had sex with him and no other man. I said that purposely to disgust him. 

“What do you mean?” He was 

angry. 

Pathetic. He looked very angry about what I