My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 161

My Love My Hatred Chapter 161

Many things had happened today, what a dramatic day. 

When we reached his mansion, he opened the door for me and said, “It‘s very late now, you should rest. I need to go to the study room and send an email.” 

I didn‘t give him any response and just walked upstairs. I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I apply some ointment on my private area after I showered and it hurts a lot. 

Lance came into the room after | fell asleep. My back was facing him. 

He hugged me from behind and I could feel his breath on my ears. I woke up because of his movement. 

“Have you applied the ointment?” 

He asked softly into my ears and that made me feel like we were just a normal couple. 

“The doctor said the healing period will be one month, what am I going to do now that we can‘t have sex? You are so fragile. I wouldn‘t have gone too hard on you if you didn‘t trigger me, right? Now look at you. Triggering me is no good for you, you should know better.” 

Was he persuading me? 

He said that he wasn‘t being hard on me? He gripped my side so hard that he left fingerprints on my skin and he kept sliding in and out of me even though my tears were forming in my eyes. He saw that I was crying and in pain but he didn‘t stop. 

He acted like he hated me a lot. 

A thought popped up in my mind that maybe Lance Mason had not  

accepted me because of my mother and he wanted to torture me for that. 

He didn‘t act like he loves me. This is not what love looks like. My father still loves my mother even though she was a bad woman, everyone wanted my mother to die and my father was the only one who wanted mom to live a good and happy life. 

Lance Mason said that he loves me but I wasn‘t happy whenever he was 

around. 

He would feel hurt because I said something that he didn‘t want to hear. That‘s not love. 

I didn‘t give him any response. 

Lance pulled his hand away.