My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 206

My Love My Hatred Chapter 206

Anthony Smith texted me to meet him at the airport by 10 in the morning. I had no idea what he wanted and why he wanted to meet me, but since I was free, I went. I could always book a flight once I‘m done with everything and everyone here. 

I called a cab to send me to the airport. I got into the cab without looking back. 

Tlooked out of the window in the cab. Memories started to float in my mind while I looked at all the buildings passing by. This is the city where my complicated relationship with Lance Mason started. This is the city where I first met my cute daughter that I didn‘t know existed, she is beautiful and 

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I will never forget how she called me mommy for the first time. And that‘s her first word. I thought about what Lance said, about Lexi going through 5 major surgeries. I couldn‘t imagine her little body lying on the bed in a surgery room. It pained me so much that my baby has to suffer from all these pains. But I know she would live her life happily without me. 

And I hope Lance Mason moves on and takes good care of our daughter. I knew he loves me but our relationship was toxic and that‘s not good for both of us and Lexi. It pained me that he had to take care of our daughter on his own 

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again now, but I knew he would do a good job. I hope he will leave all of these hatred and toxic feelings for me behind and start a new life. 

I realized all the memories I had on my mind right now was all about Lance Mason and Lexi. 

I remember how he treated me, how he would pull my hair when he was angry at me and how he would look at me with hatred laced in his eyes. I remember how he would yell at me and wanted to hit me when I disobeyed him. But then I also remember when he started to change, to treat me a little bit better, day by day...... 

I recalled the times when he told me he loves me. He said he loves me and I didn’t believe it. But I believe it now, he does love me, but it was not the love i was looking for. Not the type of 

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love that I wanted. His love hurts, his love was too toxic, his love was just too much for me to bear. 

Everything felt like it just happened 

yesterday. 

Lance didn‘t know where I was going. He said he would set me free, and I was free now. I could go everywhere I wanted to without worrying about the obsessive Lance Mason. The man who made my life a living hell back then. 

I didn‘t hate him as much as I did anymore. I didn‘t want to keep living in hatred anymore, it was just a waste of time. We were still young; it wasn‘t too late to start a new life. I felt thankful and blessed to be able to stop all of these when it was not too late. 

I knew we would be better being apart and far away from each other. We 

were just not meant to be. 

We went into the VIP departure hall after he checked in for us.