My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 49

Chapter 49 Secret Lover? 

I actually regret after speaking. I saw Lance‘s schedule, he would be heading to England in a few weeks time, I should have brought this up when he is preparing to fly. not now. He would have even thought to bring me there for business...... 

Now that I brought it up so early, it felt a little bit on purpose. 

I looked at his observing eyes and forced a smile: “If you‘re not willing to spend this money on me, then fine.” 

Then I tried to leave him but he pressed onto my waist, making sure my head was still on his chest. “You said you don‘t mind being my secret love affair?” 

He stared at me with a strange look, I didn‘t know what was going on in his mind at this moment. 

He must have believed that I said I would try to like him……. Maybe he thought I don‘t mind selling myself to him. 

Tlaughed dryly and said: “I was kidding, if you got married and still wouldn‘t let me go, of course I would still be your secret lover no matter if I want it or not.” 

“Hm true. Jennie, now I realized how adaptive you are, you know your own place.” || wasn‘t sure if he was really complimenting me or being sarcastic. 

He played with my hair, combing his fingers between my hairs. “I‘ll be heading to England in a few weeks, if you want, you can follow me!” 

Lance agreed to bring me there too, I felt a little bit excited, like I‘m one step nearer to improvements. 

But what I didn‘t know is, there‘s a bigger storm waiting for me at the back. 

Lance’s hands played with my hair, and slowly moved to my face, then moved downward. What the hell was he thinking? I just came back from the hospital, was he trying to send me to hell? 

“Where‘s your necklace? Why aren‘t you wearing it?” Lance touched my neck, not happy. 

I remembered that I took it off this morning, he just noticed it now. Although the necklace is very beautiful, but it was really hard for me to like it. 

“The necklace is too expensive, I‘ve never seen anything so expensive, I was afraid that I might lost it so I kept it.” I tried to explain. 

Lance rolled his eyes. “What a country girl. It‘s just a necklace, how expensive can it be? Put it on tomorrow.” 

I nodded my head. “Okay, next time, give me more luxurious gifts, like branded bags or houses or cars, then I can become those elegant women.” Of course if Lance Mason gifts me those stuff I would want it, it can be changed to money! 

Lance lowered his head a little more, giving me more access of his sweaty head and neck. His voice was hoarse: “Yeah, I jogged 12 rounds, I wanted to jog more but you’re here. When we‘re free, you come with me, your body is too weak, always heading to the hospital.”