Chapter 94 Reminiscing
I walked past them without any facial expression, with the dog in my arms. They were surprised to see me appearing suddenly in front of them and said, “You’re back Miss
Gomez.”
I looked at them for a second and said nothing and just brought the dog upstairs with me.
One of the maids looked at the baby Samoyed in my arm and said,” Miss Gomez, you didn’t know that Mr. Mason is allergic to dogs?”
I had known Lance Mason for so many years, of course I know he is allergic to dogs. They were just the maids that Lance had hired to take care of me, even though I was a mistress they shouldn’t be talking to me like that.
I was about to scold them when I realized what they said just now was true. Now that Lance was married, there would be more people talking behind and in front of me, all i could do was to ignore all of them.
I tightened my arms around the dog and said, “Mind your own business.”
It was when I almost reached the second floor that I heard the maid, “How can someone be so shameless!”
Another maid said, “Just calm down, it seems like Mr. Mason doesn’t like her a lot, she is just his sex toy.”
Sex toy……
I sighed while looking at the two maids. I noticed that the dog had been hiding in my arms, it seemed like it was afraid of the two maids because they weren’t friendly, I softly padded it and said, “Don’t be afraid, I will protect you and no one is going to hurt you.”
Ironic. I can’t even protect myself. How do I protect a dog?
I named the baby Samoyed with my nickname, Nini, my father used to call me Nini when he was still alive. I recalled that I once told Leo that he could call me Nini if he wanted, but he said he was already used to call me Jennie. Thinking about it now just made me realize that he just didn’t want to change for me because I wasn’t important enough.
When Lance Mason had sex with me without my permission, I was afraid that Leo would eventually find out about that. But I also hoped that he could save me from that living hell back then. I had imagined Leo to be my shining knight in armour and save me from my nightmare countless times, but after all it was just my silly imagination.
I recalled when I was arguing with Lance, he said, “Do you really think that Leo loves
Leo didn’t love me back then, so he never touched me before, even after he found out what I had been doing with his brother behind his back he didn’t do anything he just left with a look of disappointment.
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