My Love My Hatred (Jennie and Lance) novel Chapter 98

Chapter 98 Two Options

My palms were sweating, forehead was soaked with cold sweat. I was just like a complete joke to him. How pathetic….. I didn’t even have the chance to do anything to him!

I was still in my own depths of despair when Lance touched my abdomen and said, “Jennie, you once told me that to live is to hope. I’m already sick of hating one person for so long, I don’t want to hate anymore. Give birth to this child for me and I’ll let you go, for real this time. Think about it.”

Just when he was about to leave, I stared at his back and said bitterly, “I want to live, but you, you don’t give me a choice. I’ve been asking myself all these years, what did I do wrong? Why do you have to blame me for what your father and my mom did? Do you know how low I am? I’m the child of a whore and a dirty client! Even the father who loved me so much wasn’t my real father! You shouldn’t blame me, you really shouldn’t treat me

e Mason, why didn’t you just let me go when both of us could?”

Lance turned back around, looking at me who was already full of tears. I’ve stopped crying in front of him, and I have never spoken so much at once to him.

After so many years, I learned to swallow my own sorrow. Whatever I experienced or felt, I swallow it down alone. I never cried out or sobbed to anyone like this, I was too bitter this time. So bitter that I couldn’t take it anymore. I cried in despair.

I’m depressed.

Lance’s expression changed rapidly, my tears blurred my vision and I couldn’t see clearly. I didn’t even want to see anything clearly now.

Lance stood in front of me, watching my cry my eyes out bitterly,