Xiang thought that time stopped for a moment. Both of them looked into each other's eyes with deep desperation. What Xiang didn't want to happen, happened at last. He knew that nothing can be undone at this point and he can only reveal what his real intentions are. "I at least have to try! You never know what can happen" he thought. He slowly removed his slim hands from Suho's grip and used both of them to hold his face. Suho flinched for a second. Xiang's mind was blank, but he knew what must be done- reveal his feelings. Xiang moved his face close. With their breathing being mixed together and seeing each other on each other's eyes, it was what Xiang wished for. With his soft sweet lips, Xiang kissed slightly on Suho's. He didn't do anything more than that, as what he did now was itself like a dream. He took his hands off Suho's face and backed himself and said "You might have found out about my feelings on the phone. But let me tell you once more. I love you Suho. I loved you all this time and I still love you. When I first heard about you, I found you interesting. But as time went on, I knew that it wasn't just because of interest but something more than that. I even planned to make you fall in love with me. Isn't that funny. I deceived everyone and myself. But I don't regret it. The times that I thought about you, it was indeed painful. But it was new because I never put in effort to contain feelings in my heart for people other than my family. I was shocked by myself that I did that. But I want to say one thing. The person who gets to stay by your side and receive your love will be very lucky. I know that you will treasure them with all your might. Don't worry. You will find that person soon. I just wish that it could be me. Don't think that I am selfish by asking this again but...", "Do I still have a chance to make you mine?"
Suho without saying anything patted on the seat of the driver.
"Yes sir" said the driver and soon, he parked the car.
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