MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE novel Chapter 83

Ethan POV.

Everyone is a sleep and I sneak in Emma and Lia room and I open the door very slowly and walk carefully and lift her up and carried her to my room slowly so no one will know.

I walk to my room and cross the door and laid her on my bed .

I woke her up.

baby please wake up I want to talk to you about something.

Emma" with a sleepy voice Lia please let me sleep we will talk in the morning good night please don't wake me up.

I didn't have a choice than to wake her up .

I laid besides her and kiss her lips with passion and she opens her eyes in shock.

she pulled away and sit down.

Emma" Ethan what are you doing in my room and where is Lia?

your in my room I brought you here and I want you please stay with me tonight.

Emma" we talk about it and am not ready Ethan and am also scired.

please Emma I love you more than anything please stop pushing me away, tell me what you want me to do and I will do.

your the only woman I love and I respect you .

I want to spend my life with you and I am trying to control myself.

I can't stop thinking about you I even dreaming about you and me I can't sleep proply.

please Emma give me chance to show you how much I love you.

I need you as man and I also have my need to please understand me.

Emma" your being selfish I told you am not ready why are you insisting can't you wait and understand me.

keep it together and control yourself and wait when am ready.

so you think am being selfish and I just want to sleep with you and play with you?

you think I can't understand my women.

please leave my room and cross the door on your way out.

Emma"please listen to me I am not ready and if it the sex you want am sorry I can't give you what you want m....

Ethan" enough and get out of my room now!

she got up and left my room and close the door.

why can't she understands me am not after sex I love her so much.

is it hard to love me do I have to beg for her to make love to her I thought she feels the same thing I feel about her.

I tried to sleep but it was not easy for me to sleep.

I get up and went outside and walk around and I saw Evans siting in the bench.

hi man why are you not sleeping?

Evans" hi bro am not able to sleep am thinking about Lia.