My Professor Is My Alpha Mate (Lila) novel Chapter 140

Lila’s POV

I jumped at the door slamming shut.

I hadn’t even realized Enzo was back yet; I wondered where he went off to. He told me he had something to do, but he was only gone for a little over 30 minutes.

“Lila?” Brianna said into the phone. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah,” I said in return, shaking my head at the thought. Maybe he just forgot something. “But anyways, I think it was only about sex with him.”

I felt the dismay of my wolf; she wasn’t happy about my judgment.

“I think you might be overthinking it just a little bit, Lila,” Brianna said to me, a little chuckle in her voice. “He’s your mate; there’s a connection between the two of you regardless of if you see it or not. It can’t be just about sex. At least not to your wolves.”

The way she said that made it seem like she knew so much about the topic. She stopped speaking for a moment as she thought of what else to say. I knew she wanted to say more, so, I waited.

“Finding your mate, there’s a connection between your wolves like no other. There’s genuine love and affection and it has nothing to do with sex. You are drawn to each other like no other. Even if Enzo doesn’t want you as a mate, the reason he isn’t rejecting you is that he knows something like that would utterly destroy your wolf. He doesn’t want to hurt you… because in his own weird way, he loves you.”

“Brianna—”

“I found my mate!!!” She blurted.

I gasped loudly.

“Brianna!” I nearly jumped off the bed. “What?!”

“It just kind of happened,” she chuckles. “He’s one of my uncle's Gamma warriors. He was over at the house for a Gamma meeting, and we saw each other.”

“When did this happen?” I asked, perched up on my bed excitedly.

“A few days ago,” she chuckled.” His name is Alexander. He’s so handsome, Lila. He’s also so very sweet.”

“I’m so happy for you, Bri,” I said in return, and I seriously meant that.

“I’ve been dying to tell you about this for days. I wish you were here so I could have done it in person.”

With everything that’s happened in Monstro, with Leroy, and the opportunity I thought I was going to have when I came here, I was beginning to think this trip was nothing but a waste of time.

I didn’t want to tell Brianna that though, but I did wish I could be at home too.

“He’s taking me out tonight. I have to figure out what I’m going to wear,” she breathed. “I’ll send you some pictures once I get a couple of pictures together.”

“I can’t wait to see them,” I said in return. “I’ll talk to you later!” I added just before hanging up.

I threw my phone on my bed and laid my head down, staring up at my ceiling with a small smile on my face. I couldn’t believe Brianna found her mate. She sounded so happy, and I was so incredibly happy for her.

I got out of bed and went into the living room, expecting to see Enzo on the couch or something, but he wasn’t there. I frowned and looked around the suite. I could tell he was here not long ago, his scent was still lingering and fresh. Val was still wound up and excited to see our mate.

I went toward his room across the living room and knocked on the door; there was no answer.

How strange.

“Maybe he went for a walk,” Val suggested, also confused.

I went out onto the balcony and basked in the warm air. It was evening and the stars were sparkling brightly, and the moon was nearly full. Just the appearance of the moon gave my wolf strength. I drew in the moonlight, making it shine even brighter.

It gave me so much energy and recharged my powers. Not that I used them enough to need to be recharged. Truth be told, since I lost control of my powers those times in school, I’ve been afraid to use them. Though, my mother taught me a few tricks and told me tips for keeping them in control, which helped a lot.

But I couldn’t bear hurting someone else by mistake like I hurt Becca.

I stared down at my hands with a frown; I didn’t want to believe that Volanas was dangerous, but if someone like me could lose control like that, who knows what others were capable of?

Maybe that’s why Enzo was so skeptical of me.