My Professor Is My Alpha Mate (Lila) novel Chapter 25

Lila’s POV

I was able to get through class without any other issues containing my powers, but I couldn’t help but think about Enzo’s whereabouts the entire time. Even Becca could tell I was distracted because she was able to get a few attacks in.

“Are you okay?” She asked, eyeing me carefully. “Are you worried about Sarah?”

“A little,” I lied. “I just don’t want her to think I’m dangerous.”

Becca went to say something, but we were interrupted by Professor Connie behind us.

“You must be Lila. I’ve heard a lot about you. I look forward to getting to know you a little better,” she said with a fond smile.

I frowned and stared back at her.

“I thought you were only here for a few days,” I say, trying not to sound too rude but I couldn’t help myself.

“I’m not really sure how long I’ll be here for,” she admitted. “He didn’t really specify. But I was told you are one of the best combat students. I’m eager to see what you can really do.”

“I appreciate that,” I said in return. I paused for a moment as I stared around her face. “Do you happen to know where Professor Enzo is? It’s odd that he took off without a word to his students.”

She frowned and shook her head.

“Family issues from my understanding,” she explained with a shrug. “It sounded urgent when he called me on the phone though. He asked if I could take over the class for the time being but didn’t really specify much more.”

A knot formed in my stomach, and I suddenly wasn’t feeling so well.

He called her? Who was this woman to him?

“Thank you,” I said to her, forcing a smile on my lips as I turned away. “I should be going.”

I left without another word.

What kind of family problems would keep Enzo from coming to work? I roamed through the halls, feeling almost like a ghost. I ignored most of those who walked past me; I heard some saying hello to me, but they sounded so distant, and I felt so hollow.

This feeling was unfamiliar and strange to me. Is this what having a mate was like?

Feeling this overwhelming sense of dread whenever I wasn’t around him?

Why couldn’t he just reject me already?

“Do you honestly want him to reject you?” Val purred within me.

“Kind of,” I answered honestly. “Enzo could never love me… it’s foolish to think otherwise.”

“Why do you think so little of him?”

“I don’t think little of him. I respect him very much actually,” I answered. “But the truth of the matter is, he doesn’t want a mate. He certainly wouldn’t want a Volana as a mate. You saw his face when he found out the truth…”

“Aren’t you a little bit curious about him?”

“Of course, I am,” I said in return. “But we are after different things in life. We are very different and that was clear to see. Besides, he’s, my professor. What kind of relationship could we really have?”

“Wouldn’t the board understand that he is your mate?”

I went to answer, but a new voice cut through my thoughts.

“Oh, hello, Lila.”

I turned to see Miss Grace standing at the doorway of her classroom. My art professor and my assigned guidance counselor.

“Hello, Miss Grace,” I say with a kind smile.

“Don’t forget that this semester’s big project is due in a few days. A painting of your inspiration or role model. I can’t wait to see the work you have done.”

I have been working for the last couple of weeks on a family portrait. It’s kept in my dorm room under a silk blanket and ready for viewing. I couldn’t wait for her to see it as well; it counts for half of my grade for this semester.

“You’re going to love it,” I tell her.

I pause before walking away.

“Miss Grace, as my guidance counselor, could you grant me permission to take the next couple of days off from my courses?” I asked, raising my eyes to meet hers.

She frowned for a moment, thinking about my request.

“I can’t just abandon the others, Enzo,” she breathed. “They need me, and I need them. They are my family too.”

It pained me to hear those words from my mother, but I understood. As long as my father’s men were out there, hunting for Volanas, my mother and the others weren’t safe.

Years ago, my mother, a Volana wolf, had taken medication to get rid of her abilities. Same with those who live with her in the rogue territory. She feared my father so much that she was willing to take away a part of herself to hide from him.

These men are dangerous when it comes to Volanas and as long as they are around, Volana wolves aren’t safe.

Lila isn’t safe.

I couldn’t be with Lila knowing the danger I would bring to her life. These men are constantly watching my every move.

If they knew that Lila was a Volana, it’ll be her in this hospital bed next.

Or worse.

Now that Lila had her wolf, her Volana scent was going to become more evident. I didn’t have the time to waste. She needed to stay as invisible as possible.

Not only would having her as a mate cause me to be distracted from completing my duties, but I would bring her a world of danger.

That was something I wasn’t willing to risk.

I stood from my mother’s bedside. My mind was officially made up.

She narrowed her eyes at me, confused by my expression, I’m sure.

“What is it?” She asked, furrowing her brows together.

“I’ll be back tomorrow,” I told her. “I’m going to return home for the night.”

I said my goodnights before leaving; I needed to return to the academy and find Lila.

I needed to officially reject her.