My Two Alphas novel Chapter 39

　　Lucy POV

　　“Lucy?” Tyson asks as I close the bathroom door. I couldn’t wait to get away from there. I was the reminder, the pain that broke my mother and in turn broke myself. I Couldn't stand the guilt on her face, I couldn't stand the guilt I felt towards her. Knowing everyone knew I was to blame sucked. I hated that they all hid it from me, if I had known I never would have come home at all.

　　“I’m fine Tyson, I just want to shower and go to bed” I tell him. Ace had been silent all night since we left. No one knew what to say or think, what do you say when you know you are the reason someone is so mentally unstable they literally had to kill off a piece of themselves. Sorry doesn’t seem like a good enough word.

　　I hear him still hovering near the main bathroom door, hear his weight creaking the floorboards. “I’m fine go to bed Tyson” I tell him and I hear him sigh before walking off. I turn the shower on and hop in. I washed quickly wanting to go to sleep so this day would be over and done with. Forget for a while that my life wasn’t some huge disappointment and overall fuck up. Getting out, I quickly brush my teeth before rinsing my mouth. I chuck on my panties and Tyson shirt to wear to bed before towel drying my hair. When I am done I sneak into one of the guest rooms before climbing on the bed and crawling under one of the covers.

　　Everyone lied to me, they all pretended nothing was wrong and kept it from me. Rayan even kept it from me. I made sure to lock the door.

I just wanted to be alone, alone with my own thoughts. I wondered if I would ever build a relationship with my mother again. How do you build on that when all we seem to do is cause each other pain, we were each other's punching bags and each other's guilt.

　　My eyes felt like sandpaper and burned from my tears but eventually I succumbed to sleep though. I was woken by a loud banging. I waited for one of them to answer the door, but when the banging got worse I hauled myself out of bed.

　　Tossing the door open, someone was pounding on the door. I see a post it stuck to the bench and pick it up and read it.

　　Got an urgent call to the borders, mindlink when you wake.

　　I place the post it down and the banging on the door gets worse.

　　“Hold your horses, I am coming” I yell out rubbing my eyes from sleep, my eyes felt so dry and itchy. The banging stops and I open the door only for it to be shoved in the moment it was unlocked. “Good morning to you too” I snap at her. She waves me off while walking in and placing her hands on her hips.

　　“Ace isn’t here” I snap at her rudeness as she just walks in like she owns the place.

　　“I’m not here to see Ace, I am here to see you” Melana says before walking into the living room and flopping on the couch.