Natalia froze for a moment, not quite seeming to understand what she meant.
She is not in a smooth relationship, though, and has experienced Shawn's scum before.
But overall, since getting together with Archie, their relationship has been smooth sailing with few setbacks.
So it seems to her that emotional things are basically that way.
Since Clinton can do this for Jane, persistent for a whole thousand years and did not give up.
As scary and crazy as it may sound.
But in the end, it was his love for Jane that sustained him for so long.
If he really did not love Qianshang, then how did he persevere for the whole 1, 000 years?
Victoria looked at her with a bewildered look on her face and knew she hadn't gotten it yet.
Can't help but sigh.
She said slowly: "In fact, this truth you do not understand is the best, you do not understand, it means that you have been living in the happiness, if one day understand, I will instead for you heartache."
Natalia froze again, but this time she seemed to understand something.
Followed by silence.
"So you're saying that Clinton doesn't love Jane because he really does, but because he's clinging to that little bit of guilt he has inside him for Jane?"
Victoria sneered, "It's not that there is no love at all, maybe he loved Jane, but how much love there is is not necessarily.
He has been obsessed for a thousand years, but look what he has done for a thousand years?
He did nothing and just stayed put remembering everything he and Jane had been through.
While searching for Celestial Book, trying to bring Jane back to life, while indulging himself in this illusion of his deep love for him.
But honestly, does he really love Jane, does he really know Jane?
Did he ever wonder why in the end Jane would rather die than become his queen?
He told you a lot of details about his love for Jane, right, but he must not have told you what he really thinks inside.
Until today, does he know what he did wrong? And does he know why Jane left him in the first place?"
Natalia froze for a moment, "He ..."
She thought back carefully, when she was spending time with Clinton, he did talk to himself a lot about his past.
But it does seem that he also did not say what he really thought deep inside himself.
So this is something Natalia is not sure about.
Victoria said faintly: "He should never have thought about this problem, because deep inside him, this problem simply do not have to cloud thinking, or even disdain to find an answer.
Because he has long defaulted to Jane is for him to live and die for him.
And Jane died this thing out of his control, but also there may be some guilt, so he desperately want to bring Jane back to life.
Even if the plan sounds crazy, will sacrifice many people, will be contrary to the philosophy that Jane insists on, but also do not hesitate to do so.
But if I were Jane, when I saw him like this, I would not be happy.
Because my death is to make him understand the preciousness of life, and the meaning of life, if he still does not value others and his own life in this way, then what is the meaning of my death?
Even if I come back to life, then what is the difference between the two of us and what happened between the two of us a thousand years ago?
Everything I do is meaningless, and he never even thinks about what's really going on inside me?
Such a man, can you say he really loves me?"
Natalia froze in place, she never thought this matter could be pursued so deeply.
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