Need You Now novel Chapter 54

With puzzlement on her face, Heidy asked, "Who is that man? You mean my first employer? " She originally wanted to say that the child's father, but she still instinctively rejected.

"Yes." Hearst replied in a low voice.

After a few seconds of silence, she finally answered, "yes, I will hide further. I don't want to see him and that child all my life. "

For a long time, Heidy didn't want to recall that. Every time she thought of it, she felt so shameless. Especially when she was still in love with Jack, she betrayed him. In the first few months of her pregnancy, Heidy had felt guilty and remorseful. When she saw the scar after the caesarean birth, she even wanted to commit suicide.

The grey past was a nightmare. If possible, Heidy hoped that she would never think of it for the rest of her life.

Hearing her answer, Hearst looked grave. His lips pressed together. When he got to his mouth, he swallowed hard eventually. It seemed that there were some things he would never bring up.

"Why do you make such an assumption?" Heidy asked in confusion.

Looking ahead, Hearst replied calmly, "nothing." Without getting his back, Hearst walked ahead firmly.

What would happen when Heidy knew the truth?

Downstairs in the Hua Group, Heidy looked at Steven standing in front of her and lowered her head with guilt, "Steven..."

"Heidy, let's treat it as a joke when we dated last night." Steven interrupted her with a smile. "I'm here today to tell you that I'm leaving to continue my study."

She looked at him in surprise. After a few seconds, she bowed to him and said, "I'm really sorry."

With a warm smile around her lips, Steven said kindly, "You don't have to apologize. I can feel that you love someone else. Though he seemed bad tempered, he was a decisive man. Just as he said, he can protect you. And you like him, don't you? "

Seeing no malice on his face, Heidy paused for a few seconds and bitterly said, "Yes, I like him, but I have no right to like him, nor to like him."

Hearing her words, Steven chuckled and said, "Silly girl, why you mention the possibility when you love him? If you like him and feel happy being with him, you should be brave to pursue your happiness. If you like him and he likes you too, you can be together. You can try to accept me, and you can bravely accept him. "

Heidy didn't answer, but her eyes were gleaming. There were too many things standing in the way between her and Hearst, which would become their hindrance. Their acquaintance was a trade. If they really fell in love with each other in the future and had an argument with each other, it would be the victim. It was the last thing that Heidy would like to try.

"Someone can't be together even if they love each other, such as me and him." Said Heidy quietly.

Hearing her words, Steven said seriously, "You should be together if you love each other, so that you won't regret in the future. Sometimes I would wonder what it would be like if I told you my heart at the very beginning? There is no turning back. So we need to cherish the present and don't give ourselves any chance to regret. "

Sighing slightly, she looked at the tall building in front of her and said softly, "maybe I will regret if I like him."

Looking at her melancholy face, Steven didn't insist and sincerely said, "Heidy, I really hope you can be happy. I hope you can remember that I liked you once. "

Looking at him, Heidy nodded and said gratefully, "Thank you, Steven."

Steven opened his arms, gave her a hug, turned around and walked away. Standing still, Heidy watched his leaving and whispered, "Wish you happiness." There were certain things that one couldn't force himself or her to fall in love with someone.

After a few days of rest, Heidy was going to start living in Tan's villa again. Compared with the past when she only needed to complete tasks, now she had a complicated feeling.

In the bedroom, Heidy sat on the edge of the bed, lost in thought. Hearst came over to her and caressed her face, "What are you thinking about?"

Withdrawing her thoughts, Heidy looked at the man in front of her and said softly, "Nothing. Let's begin."

"Um," replied Hearst, and he then put her in the middle of the bed. He sat in front of her and gently pulled the bathrobe belt. Looking at her fair skin, he felt a little nervous. He lowered his head and kissed on her lips.

With her eyelashes quivering slightly, Heidy lifted her chin and clumsily kissed him back.

Burying his head in front of her chest, he bit her softly. In panic, Heidy opened her eyes and held his face in her hands. "Relax." Hearst said in a hoarse voice.

Heidy took a deep breath and got herself ready. She told herself that it was just a simple meeting and that she should not fall in love with him. She kept hypnotizing herself, hoping that she could believe it.

Then Hearst switched off the light. It was dark around. In the dark night, Heidy opened her eyes and put her hands on her chest, just against the chest of Hearst. His breath close to her ear made her feel itchy. This was the first time for Heidy to sleep with a man. She was a little nervous.

Having tried for half an hour, Heidy still couldn't fall asleep. She moved her body slightly and tried to turn over, with a low muffled groan coming from her body. "Lie down quietly, or..." His husky voice sounded depressed in the dark.

Surprised, Heidy raised her head and looked at his bright eyes, "You haven't slept yet?"

"Yes." Hearing this, Hearst's breathing became unstable. He answered, "I'm holding you, but I can't fall asleep."

Hearing this, Heidy said without hesitation, "Then don't hug."

Then, he touched her hair with his nose and said with a light smile, "no, I like hugging you. I will get used to it if I hug you more often. "

Feeling her ears burned with shame, Heidy glanced away, pretended to be calm and said, "We won't have a future, Mr. Tan..."

"Call my name." Hearst interrupted her coldly.

Heidy didn't say anything but bit her lips. After a long time, Heidy sighed and asked, "Why me? Do you think it's me who went up with you? "

Hearst didn't answer her question directly, but kept thinking about it. A few minutes later, Hearst calmed down and replied, "You made me feel sorry for you, and..." Because of the child, Hearst added in his heart. From the initial interest, to later falling in love. The whole process was so fantastic that it was a shock to Hearst. He had never thought that he would fall in love with someone so soon.

"Mr. Tan..." Heidy was about to say something, but he stopped her by putting his finger on her lips.

"Call my name, or no one can sleep tonight." Said Hearst slowly.

Hearing the explicit threat, the corners of her mouth twitched. This man always threatened her with that kind of things. But she had to compromise. She didn't want to be tossed to bed. "Hearst," Heidy greeted in obedience.

Hearst smiled and said to her, "Good girl." Hearst knew that a magic weapon that could bring success to the girl in his arms had been found. It seemed that he was not far from conquering her. Thinking of this, he smiled more happily.