No One But You novel Chapter 38

My life was nothing but sleeping and eating, and then sitting on the sofa with a bunch of snacks and watching TV. I had never experienced such a decadent and absurd life before.

My baby was growing day by day, and I had no intention to have an abortion

Although the future was still illusory to me, it was more chaotic than ten years of turmoil.

But I'd learned not to think about the future, but to live for the present.

Calvin came all the way back to have lunch with me from DonHiu Group almost every day, and tried to put off the social entertainment in the evening.

He watched those unnourishing dramas and Korean dramas with me. His attitude towards me now can be described as doting.

There were no resources for a Korean drama that I was following. Because of the strict censorship of foreign dramas, it had already been shot, but we had to wait for two more weeks to see it.

I had a short fuse. After waiting for a week, I cannot see the drama and I was angry sitting on the couch.

Early the next morning, shortly after he left for work, he called me to tell me that the show had been updated.

I found out later that he had bought the resources for the play.

I knew he was nice to me, but I didn't know how long it would last.

Maybe every woman was greedy. When enjoying a man's meticulous love for her, she was thinking about to have it for a lifetime.

I guess the freshness of Calvin for me can only be retained until I give birth to a child, so I should do whatever I wanted to do during this period.

Since the last time I saw Fairy Dixon, her sense of existence was very low. I thought that soon she would come t me, but to my surprise, she seemed to disappear and never appeared again.

When I had almost forgotten Fairy Dixon, she gave me a phone call to ask me to go out.

I didn't know how she got my phone number.

But she was powerful too, so it was not surprising that she could find it.

Of course I did not agree, for now my belly was growing. It should had been obvious at a glance.

I didn't want to get myself into any trouble, and as the baby grew bigger in my belly day by day, my sense of responsibility as a mother grew stronger.

I began to feel that my child was an integral part of my life.

Sometimes I was so scared. I didn't know what Calvin would do to me after I gave birth, or if he would take the baby away.

Maybe I would be crazy, not as cool as I was now.

I felt that I don't care anything, that was because I used to gain nothing, but now when I felt that I had gained something, I was especially afraid of losing.

Fairy Dixon called me for the third time. Her manner was sincere and her tone was gentle, so that I had no reason to refuse her.

I arranged to meet her in a crowded cafe for my own safety.

The cafe had a discount in the afternoon, and blue Mountain coffee offered free refills, so every afternoon there were full of people who used to enjoy the heating.

It was already early winter. I arrived at the coffee shop wrapped in a heavy coat.

Fairy Dixon sitting in the crowd, holding a free cup of hot coffee, showed a fairy air.

Today, I wore a Korean style overcoat. The winter clothes were thick, so it would not be easy to see that I was pregnant.