Natasha coughed as she glanced at the woman sitting across from her.
Realizing that her question seemed strange, Thalia quickly explained, “I'm not asking about your sex life. I'm just curious and want to make a comparison.”
Natasha fixed her gaze on Thalia. “A comparison of what?”
Thalia narrowed her eyes slightly but didn't know how to explain herself.
“You want to compare our situation to yours and Spencer's?”
Thalia hesitated but eventually nodded.
“Yesterday, you guys...” Natasha trailed off in surprise.
Thalia continued nodding and revealed gloomily, “Yeah, I slept with him.”
Natasha was rendered speechless, but that didn't stop her from feeling amused.
“Are you sure?”
Thalia inclined her head. “Yes, I'm sure. I used the drug you gave me.”
Natasha frowned and was about to say something when Thalia continued, “Besides, he kissed me last night.”
A rosy hue gradually spread across Thalia's face, leaving Natasha with no doubt that what she had heard was true.
“What do you want to compare?”
“I want to know how Kenneth treated you after you had sex. Did he act differently?” Thalia asked.
Natasha shook her head. “No. He's still the same.”
“Really? But why do I feel that he's treating you better now?”
“A little, I guess.”
Thalia scrunched up her brows. “You said no, right?”
“I'm oblivious to any changes, but if you say so, then there must be a difference!”
“What? Are you showing off now?”
“Do you think I need to show off?”
Thalia pondered over her question and hung her head reluctantly. “You're right.”
“Thalia, everyone is unique and individual in their own way, so whether you and Spencer had sex or not, it doesn't change a thing. What exactly were you hoping to achieve by sleeping with him? If your hope is that it will cause him to alter his attitude toward you, then you are mistaken. Even if you did sleep with him, it's likely that he would still claim not to feel anything for you.”
Thalia's frown deepened. “Is that so?”
Natasha bobbed her head.
“Then did I seduce him for nothing?”
Her reaction caused Natasha to burst out laughing. After all, Thalia looked vastly different from her usual decisive and resolute self.
It looks like every woman has two sides to her. She'll only show her foolish side when it concerns her beloved.
“You didn't seduce him for nothing,” Natasha assured her.
“How so? I slept with him but didn't get anything in return,” Thalia mumbled unhappily.
Despite her gloomy expression, she looked really adorable. Natasha took a few seconds to collect her thoughts before she slowly moved closer to Thalia. “You enjoyed it, didn't you?”
Thalia lifted her head slowly and gazed at her in confusion. “Enjoy what?”
“In this world, it is important to recognize that gender should not be the sole basis for determining whether someone has taken advantage of another person or has been taken advantage of. If you are able to view yourself as an equal to men, then you can try to put yourself in their shoes. You didn't really lose out if you enjoyed it.”
Thalia blinked. “But I didn't really experience anything.”
Natasha was surprised. “What?”
“I didn't feel anything. The experience was unlike anything I've read in books and seen in dramas,” Thalia muttered under her breath.
Natasha couldn't keep her calm composure anymore. “S-Seriously?”
“If I had enjoyed it, I wouldn't be so dejected,” Thalia responded gloomily.
“Could it be that Spencer...” Natasha glanced at her. “I don't think so. Spencer is tall and strong. Why didn't you feel anything?”
“Who knows?” Thalia responded weakly.
“Could it be that...” Natasha trailed off hesitantly.
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