Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 2113

There was no past between the two at that time. How could he mention the past to her? To be honest, although it was the first time for her to take advantage of him, he did not even think of this person before he knew that the Double Dragon buckle might have been with that woman, let alone what he wanted to be responsible for. If he really had any feelings, he would definitely be regretful and resentful. At that time, he did not want to have such an intimate relationship with women, no matter from the bottom of his heart or by instinct.

That night, it was also very vague in his memory. He only had a few images left. Maybe it was because his consciousness was not very clear at that time, so in addition to the first deep impression and the picture on the chest that he didn't know how to look at, he only remembered that it felt good. It should be a beautiful woman.

But since he knew that the woman was her, he felt that she could not be compared to her. The emotions mixed with the ecstasy of luck, some fear, and mixed feelings could not be described.

He curled up his head and unconsciously increased the strength of his hands. "I only found out a short while ago. Would you believe me if I came to tell you that I was the one who turned the world upside down with you all those years ago?"

If she didn't scold him for being crazy, she would say that he was daydreaming. He would be blamed again!

"..."

Her belly was full of emotions instantly like a balloon that was about to blow up. Carolien fell down. Indeed, if Guillermo wasn't present that day, she wouldn't believe it no matter what!

However, she had booked that room back then. How could he have entered it?

"Do you know how happy I am when I know that you gave your first time to me? Which man doesn't want his own woman to himself? Which man is so generous that he can ignore his beloved woman? I like you. It's not that I don't care that you have other men, but compared with these, you are more important to me! Compared to losing you, these are not important anymore."

"Carolien, Gracie's illness only worsened after she took the wrong medicine. Her death was indeed a big blow to me. There was a shadow over women, more or less. So over the years, I had no desire for women. So many women threw themselves at me, but I didn't fall in love with them. I didn't even have an instinct. Except for you, except for you, I was drunk that night and forced to give up a woman—"

He didn't expect that she was the one who happened to be there that night!

At first, he thought that the people over there really spent a lot of money to have a simple woman to please them. Later, he learned that there might be some mistakes. But no matter what happened, at that time, everyone was the same for him, and he never intended to take responsibility. In addition, he was from a foreign country. To be honest, he was really not interested in women in foreign countries. Even if they were both black-haired and fair-skinned, he only loved his own kind. At least this cultural exchange made him feel comfortable!

"At that time, I opened a small door for you, and now I think it's a little strange. But who dares to say that it's not fate between us? We shouldn't let down the painstaking efforts of heaven, right?"

That was right!

If she had given her virginity to Guillermo, she would feel a little regretful for him now. If she hadn't broken up with Guillermo, she wouldn't have had his luck now. Similarly, if she hadn't given herself to him back then, she would have had a clean body when they met before. Maybe he wouldn't have had a good relationship with her even if he was just a scum. But there was no "if" in this world. All the unfortunate accidents had created a happy fate for them, hadn't they?

This must be the legendary saying that one's heart would not bloom and one's heart would not be in the shade of the willow trees!

After a long time, Carolien finally said, "So, you changed your attitude toward me because of this?"

It was another slap in the face. This time, Elijah wanted to roll his eyes. He walked in front of her and poked her forehead with his fingertips. In the end, he only gently touched her. "Can't I only love your beauty? Must I have some other purposes for you? Why do you have such lack of confidence in yourself? Does Hot lack admirers? Or am I really wrong? Will I be unable to turn over in your heart for the rest of my life?"

Carolien pursed her lips and lowered her shoulders dejectedly. "I don't have any confidence in myself."

The corners of her lips twitched bitterly, and a clear sadness could not help but flash in her eyes. "No matter how outstanding, no matter how good it is, no matter how brilliant it is, what's the point? Some things can't be changed by hard work! Just like us, no matter how hard we stand on tiptoes or how long our arms are, we can't reach the stars in the sky..."

She was not an overconfident person! In the past, she was not good enough for Guillermo. She was rejected by his family, let alone the current him. From the moment she was born, it was as if she had been marked. She had to bear some strange looks.

In the past, she didn't think so and had been living happily. But on this road, only she knew that she had to put in so much effort to win the same attention.

In fact, when she first fell in love with him, she did not dare to expect to have a future or a long life. It was unrealistic for her. Along the way, she had experienced many people's fickleness and sadness in society. In fact, she knew herself well. Her identity, experience, and even abilities did not mean that she was not good and that she was belittled, but matched with him. It was really too flattering. Therefore, even in the past, what she wanted was just that period of concentration. Unfortunately, she did not even realize the wish that she had for a short time.

She was such a person, and the reality was stubborn. She didn't dream about it, but she didn't know that it was a lie, and she would still indulge in it! Then she was really stupid if she didn't dream about it!

"But stars will also turn into meteors when they land on the ground. You don't need to walk on tiptoe or stretch your arms, and you can reach them!"

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