Elara’s POV
"You already have a new love! Then why did you come find me?"
The rain swallowed my scream whole. It pounded against the cobblestones, against my skull, against the arms that refused to release me. I thrashed harder. My bare feet skidded on wet stone. My elbows drove backward into his ribs. Nothing worked. Kaelen’s grip only tightened.
"Listen to me—"
"I SAW you!" I twisted violently in his arms. Rain streamed down my face, into my mouth, choking me between sobs. "At the restaurant weeks ago! She was touching your arm and laughing and you looked at her like—like she belonged there—"
"That was Thalia’s birthday party."
The words cut through the roar of the storm. I went still.
"What?"
"Thalia." His chest heaved against my back. His voice was ragged, barely controlled. "Sir Cassian and Lailey’s daughter. It was a children’s birthday party, Ela. At a restaurant. Every child there had a parent present. Every single one."
My struggling faltered. The rain hammered relentlessly against my skin, so cold it burned.
"Lyra was the only child without a mother."
The sentence landed like a fist to my sternum.
"So yes," Kaelen continued, and his voice cracked on the word. "I asked Sylvia to attend. Because my daughter was sitting at a table surrounded by other children and their mothers, and she kept looking at the empty chair beside her. She asked me—" His breath hitched. "She asked me why everyone else had a mommy and she didn’t."
I stopped breathing.
"Sylvia Vance is a court attendant. She coordinates household functions. That is ALL she is. She came to a child’s birthday party because I couldn’t bear to watch my daughter’s face break one more time."
My knees weakened. The fight bled out of me like water through open fingers. But the pain didn’t leave. It just changed shape.
"They love her," I whispered. "Valerius smiled at her. Lyra ran to her. They didn’t—they don’t—"
"Because she was THERE." Kaelen spun me around to face him. His hands gripped my shoulders. Rain ran in rivers down his face, darkening his black hair to ink, but his dark gold eyes burned through the downpour with an intensity that made my breath stutter. "She was there, Ela. Day after day. Picking them up. Helping with meals. Being present. Of course they grew attached. They’re children. They attached to whoever showed up."
The implication hung between us, sharp as a blade.
And you didn’t.
He didn’t say it. He didn’t have to.
"That’s not fair," I choked.
"No. It’s not." His jaw was clenched so tight the muscles stood out beneath his rain-slicked skin. "None of this is fair. It wasn’t fair when I woke up to an empty bed and a letter that ripped my heart out. It wasn’t fair when Valerius asked me every night for three years where you went. It wasn’t fair when Lyra said her first word and it was ’mama’ and you weren’t there to hear it."
Each sentence was a knife. Precise. Merciless. Driven deep.
"But Sylvia Vance is not your replacement." His fingers dug into my shoulders. "No one is your replacement. No one COULD be."
"Then why—" My voice splintered. "Why did you lock me in that hotel room? Why did you trap me like a prisoner if I mean so much to you?"
Something fractured behind his eyes. The emperor’s composure crumbled. What I saw underneath was not authority. Not control. It was raw, unfiltered terror.
"Because I found you." His voice dropped to something barely above a whisper, and the rain nearly stole it. "After all this time. I finally found you. And every second—every single second since—I have been paralyzed with the fear that if I look away, if I let go for even a second, or a day, you will disappear again."
His hands slid from my shoulders to my face. His palms cupped my jaw, tilting my head up. Rain cascaded between us.
"I searched for you for three years." His thumbs traced my cheekbones. "Every day. Every city. Every lead that went nowhere. Every dead end that made me want to tear the world apart. I sent soldiers and scouts and spies and I STILL couldn’t find you."
His forehead dropped against mine. His breath was hot against my rain-cold lips.


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