Shenlian Yingyue thought back to the past.
"Yunyun, if one day I have to kill innocent people who never hurt me to save you, will you be happy?"
"No, master. How can Yunyun be happy if the master is heartbroken inside? Yunyun never wished to be saved; if to be saved meant that Yunyun had to see the master’s tears, Yunyun would rather perish."
"Brother, if I have to become a monster and destroy the paradise world where everyone who lives there is kind to me and you, just to avoid the disaster, will you be happy?"
"Then let the disaster fall on me alone. Yue’er, I will be the one who becomes a monster instead of you. I’ll take your place and live in this nightmare instead of you. I will bear all the sin and crawl out of hell to see you again after I wash my sin."
"Xiao Li, Xiao Lan, if one day I have to kill the newly born baby just to set you free from death, will you be happy?"
"Master, my beloved master, if you’re enduring the heart-wrenching pain inside of your heart, how do you wish to see us happy? What is so bad about death? We can just die and be reborn. After that, we will find the master again; no matter how far you are, we will absolutely come to you."
"A’Zhi, Bing Xue, if I have to drink a kind and gentle woman’s blood alive until she died, just to give you a fortunate life, will you be happy?"
"Master, Yue,...why do you think that we will be happy when you’re hugging yourself alone somewhere else in the dark, beating yourself over the guilt and pain for the suffering that you have never wished to bring to others? To see you force yourself to this point, we would rather live a doomed life."
"Xie Xie, if I have to kill a thousand people who have never hurt me or anyone just to let everyone accept you for who you are and stop fearing you, will you be happy?"
"Master, I would rather let people in the world disgust me, avoid me, and hate me. It’s fine to be unacceptable, as long as the master accepts Xie Xie."
"Hong Zuan, Xiao Mei, Tian Tian, Feng Huang, Lulong, Huan Huna, Zhizhi, if I have to peel a baby’s skin alive just to have a chance to get the power to protect everyone, will you be happy?"
"Master, this isn’t you. How can our master, who has never had the heart to hurt anyone, peel a baby’s skin alive? You will never do it, master. We believe in you. And if you really have to do it to protect us, we don’t need your protection. Death is not terrible for us. What’s terrible is seeing the master’s bloody tears and forcing yourself upon us."
"I choose to let my loved ones betray me." Shenlian Yingyue will never betray her heart or her loved ones’ hearts. They trusted her so much because they knew what kind of person she was. She could stand up again after being betrayed, she promised to everyone. She promised, no matter how hard it was, she will stand up for them and for herself.
She continued to speak without realizing that Xiao Yun’s group was crying so hard that the servants and guards outside were speechless. Who made these big men cry so loudly? They were laughing just now.

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