Lennox’s POV
My instincts almost snapped.
For a split second, the Alpha in me wanted to bark an order. I almost ordered the maid to stay away from him—how dare she make him this terrified—but I stopped myself.
I wasn’t Alpha Lennox.
Not here.
Not now.
I was Kaine.
Just a guard.
I drew in a slow breath and forced my shoulders to relax before lowering myself down to Liam’s level.
"What is wrong?" I asked gently.
My voice sounded steady, but my heart was breaking.
Up close, the truth hurt more than I expected.
In just three days...
Liam looked smaller.
His cheeks were thinner.
His clothes hung looser on his little body.
His eyes were too big for his face now, dull where they used to shine.
Grief had stolen weight from him.
My death had taken something from my son that no child should ever lose.
He didn’t answer.
He just stared at me.
Not the way children stare at strangers.
Not curious.
Not shy.
It was... searching.
Like he was looking for something he had lost.
The silence stretched.
My skin prickled.
There was something unsettling about the way his gaze stayed locked on mine. Too focused. Too aware. Like he was trying to place me.
I swallowed.
"Are you feeling sick?" I asked softly. "Does your head hurt?"
Still nothing.
His brows continued to furrow more.
Then, slowly, his brows pulled together.
"You..." he whispered.
My breath caught.
"Yes?" I replied carefully.
He tilted his head, never breaking eye contact.
"You feel... funny."
My chest clenched painfully.
Funny.
I forced a small smile. "Funny how?"
He hesitated, then shrugged weakly. "Like... familiar."
I had to look away for half a second.
"Do I scare you?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
He shook his head.
"No."
He leaned forward slightly, squinting at me.
"You’re not Daddy," he said slowly.
His lower lip trembled.
"But you feel like him."
The words hit me straight in the chest.
I forced my expression to remain natural so he wouldn’t see how hard his words had hit me.
"I’m sorry," I said quietly. "I didn’t mean to make you sad."
His eyes filled with tears.
"I miss him," he whispered.
I nodded again, because if I tried to speak, my voice would break.
The maid stepped forward and gave me a quizzical look before turning back to Liam. "You have to go back to your room. Father Levi or Louis won’t like what you are doing."
Liam frowned and folded his arms. "I said I want to go pay a visit to Father Lennox," Liam said stubbornly.
My heart stopped.
"What do you mean?" I asked slowly, keeping my voice steady even as something inside me cracked. "What visit?"
Liam lifted his chin stubbornly. "Daddy Lennox," he said. "I want to go see him."
The maid stiffened immediately. "No," she said quickly. "You can’t. Father Levi and Alpha Louis won’t allow it."
Liam’s little fists clenched at his sides. "I don’t have to ask them," he snapped, his small voice shaking with emotion. "I just want to see him."
I felt it then. 𝑓𝓇𝘦ℯ𝘸𝘦𝑏𝓃𝑜𝘷ℯ𝑙.𝑐𝑜𝓂
That sharp, unbearable pain slicing straight through my chest.
His grave.
My grave.
He wanted to visit the cold stone that marked the place they believed I was lying in the ground.
A tear slipped down my cheek before I could stop it.
I turned my face slightly, but it was too late.
The maid noticed.
She looked at me strangely, suspicion flickering in her eyes. "You—why are you crying?" she asked.
I swallowed hard and wiped my face quickly. "Because... he’s a child," I said quietly. "And he’s grieving."
Liam looked up at me again, those same searching eyes locking onto mine.
"I just want to talk to him," he whispered. "Just a little."
The maid shook her head. "He’s been sick. He shouldn’t be outside. And the Alphas were clear—"
"If he wants to go," I cut in softly, "you should let him."
She frowned at me. "You don’t get to decide that."
I clenched my jaw.
Easy, Lennox. Easy.
"I’m not deciding," I said calmly. "I’m asking. For him."
Liam’s eyes filled with tears. "Please," he whispered.
The maid hesitated.
I could see the battle on her face—duty versus compassion.
She crossed her arms. "No. It’s too dangerous. He’s weak."
Anger flared hot in my chest.
For a split second, I almost let it loose.
Almost reminded her who I was.


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