From Rejected Luna To Lycan Queen (Eloise and Edward) novel Chapter 281

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Chapter 281 Desperate Yearning

Chapter 281 Desperate Yearning

ZARA

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“What. Do. You. Want?” my voice sounded like venom to my own ears. I hated this, I didn’t like getting out of character for anybody but this, and just had a way of making me do so and I hated it, I hated him.

“You’ve not spoken to me in months Zara, I kept wondering what I did wrong. I’ve been going crazy trying to understand why you would leave me like that, why, Zara?” he asked, if I didn’t know what I knew, I would feel weird about it, his face was scrunched up in pain as if I was physically hurting him.

“And how is that your business?” I asked him with a growl.

“Have you forgotten, baby? I own you and you own me right back. You’re my mate, so what’s Al–“/

“Don’t ever say that again. I don’t want anybody to know that I’m associated with the likes of you. And nobody knows you’re my mate here so keep it down.” I said, feeling guilty because I hadn’t told Eloise, and she has done a lot for me and each time I tried to find the courage to tell her, I chickened out.

I was scared of her reaction. What if she decides that she doesn’t want this whole thing with me? We have come so far for this man to be the reason we depart. I ignore the palpitations made at the sight of him.

Sometimes I felt like the Mook Goddess cursed us with this mage thingy. Because tell me why I’m feeling this way for this man, this bad man. I don’t want to but my body reacts to him so much that it’s driving me insane. It’s why I had that panic attack, the way he makes me feel is crazy and I’ve been chasing it.

I’ve been going on dates, going to clubs, trying to find this feeling with any other man so I’ll be released from the bondage of being his mate but Moon Goddess said no.

And I’m still tied to him.

“Are you ashamed of me?” he asked quietly, not looking me in the eyes. This was exactly the reason he drove me crazy. He was being so cute right now, pushing at his glasses and not looking me in the eye.

Little things like this that weren’t supposed to mean anything but meant something because of the bond with the Moon Goddess.

“Damn right I am, Antoine.” he flinched at my tone. I was trying so hard not to shout.

“Don’t you see the bad things you have done? Don’t you see that you’re hurting people every day? And then you want to keep me when you know the type of childhood I had, and you’re doing the same fucking thing to other people’s children. Do you think that’s fair?” I asked voice shaking.

He removed his glasses with shaky hands and cleaned his eyes. He looked exhausted. He wasn’t the Antoine that I used to know. He was lean, he wasn’t giving what he used to give and it broke my heart. His family was stressing him out.

Antoine was a sucker for family and he would do anything for them.

“Baby, I’m so fucking tired,” he said in a voice that completely broke me.

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Chapter 281 Desperate Yearning

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I couldn’t say anything because I don’t think I’ve heard him sound this way before, I haven’t. His eyes were watery, as if he were about to cry.

-please

“Please, meet me at my house. I need you so fucking bad and it’s driving me crazy. I can’t lose you, Zara.” he said.

“You keep doing things that will make you do it, in fact, you have already lost me, okay? This isn’t going to work. You can have another woman for yourself, I don’t want you anymore.” I said, trying not to sound shaky.

“But that’s a lie, I can smell you from here,” he said walking towards me, before I knew it, he had me splayed against the wall, I didn’t know how he carried me from the edge of the tub to the wall in seconds. “You can’t say that. You’re hurting me,” he said.

“You hurt me too,” I said. My resolve, Moon Goddess, why me?

He brought his head closer to my neck and inhaled. And something that almost made me cave in happened. The moment he inhaled my scent, it felt like all the bones in his body melted. Like I could literally feel the drop in his shoulder. He was tired.

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