ZARA.
“I’ll admit I want your attention, Zara,” Cassian said, drawing my focus back to him.
He licked his lips slowly, catching his lip ring with his tongue
His forked tongue.
Finished
I had the sudden urge to kiss him just to see how it felt. Images of him fucking me with those gloved fingers flashed through my mind.
I gasped.
What was wrong with me?
I went from slapping his hand away to leaning into him.
This whiplash was wild.
His thumb brushed my cheek. The leather was surprisingly warm, making my head feel fuzzy. Like I’d stood up too fast and gotten lightheaded.
“Admit it.”
The way he said it was like fire on my skin. A caress I didn’t want but couldn’t ignore.
His baby–blue eyes glowed, bright and feral. And I… I had no idea what to do with myself. My heart raced, my stomach twisting, every part of me suddenly aware of all four of them—their presence, their energy, the way each one pulled at me differently.
Fuck group therapy.
Unless it involved them taking turns with me. My core throbbed, and all three men leaned in closer.
No, Zara. You can’t have a wild orgy with four random men.
I folded my arms, trying to slow my pulse.
“What the hell is happening to me? This is some fucking voodoo, I swear.”
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Cassian laughed low, his fingers growing bolder along my forearm, tracing slow patterns with his fingertips. I felt myself leaning into his touch before I even realized it. Ice curled in my chest, frustration tangling with something dangerously close to loneliness as I gritted my teeth against the sudden prickle of tears blurring my vision.
It wasn’t fair.
He wanted me to admit I wanted them.
For what?
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What reason could he possibly have?
My thoughts began to spiral until my gaze drifted to Malachi. He spoke then for the first time, his voice calm but firm.
“That’s enough.”
Cassian’s grin widened immediately, amusement flashing across his face. “Relax, big guy. I’m just talking to her.”
Malachi didn’t reply, his gaze lifted to Hades who stood with a hand extended toward me. My gaze flicked to his open palm and then to Malachi’s encouraging nod before I tentatively placed my smaller hand in Hades’s. For some reason I refused to examine too closely right now, the only person I trusted in this room was Malachi.
Hades helped me to my feet, guiding me away from Cassian while his free hand rested lightly on my lower back. The contact grounded me more than I wanted to admit. I felt dizzy, dazed, and when Hades’s fingers closed gently around my elbow I could feel the heat radiating from him even through the thick fabric of my sweatshirt.
“What are you doing?” Cassian growled as he rose to his feet, glaring openly at Hades.
“You’re pushing her too much. I’m the one who found her. She’s mine,” Hades said evenly, his voice calm but threaded with something dangerous.
Mine.
A whimper tore past my throat before I could stop it/The word ripped open memories I fought every day to keep buried. Cooper’s split throat. Liam’s cruel eyes. The basement. I shook my head sharply, forcing the images away before they could swallow me whole. You guys are prolly confused about these names, but I promise clarity soon.
No.
I wasn’t anyone’s anything. I would never be owned by anyone ever again.
Cassian chuckled darkly, that low ominous laugh sending goosebumps crawling over my skin. “Are you seriously claiming her for yourself right now? Go ahead, Hades. Try telling me I can’t have her. You do realize it’s only going to make me want her more, right?”
His words ignited a blaze of rage inside me so fast it almost made my vision swim.
How dare he.
How dare he push me into spilling my feelings and then turn around and treat me like some prize immediately afterward, knowing exactly how I felt about that kind of thing. How dare both of these assholes.
Hades with his caveman bullshit. Mine.
The word had triggered something in me I refused to say out loud, and unfortunately for him, it looked like Cassian was about to be the one to feel the full force of my anger.
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Fuck that. And fuck him.
I yanked my hand free from Hades’s gentle hold and stepped directly into Cassian’s space, fury pulsing hot and sharp through my yeins.
“How dare you.”
My hands slammed against his chest, shoving him back as angry tears burned my eyes. I didn’t give a fuck if I triggered him. He was triggering me,damn it. They all were.
“You force me to tell you about my past and then treat me like an object?”
I showed him again, his mouth parting in surprise before something that looked suspiciously like shame.. flickered across his face. But I wasn’t finished.
“What am I? A prize to be won?”
“No, Zara, I didn’t mean-”
“Save it.” I snapped, cutting off any excuse he had on the tip of his tongue.
A bitter laugh tore out of me as I swiped a stray tear from my cheek. “I thought you might be different. I was wrong,” I scoffed, dragging my sleeve across my face.
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