He’s an Alpha She doesn’t Care (Wynta and Jared ) novel Chapter 400

Chapter 400 It Matters

Jaylen

Fenster

Everyone keeps telling me that my Mate will understand once I-explain everything to her. I am just the one that keeps having doubts, and a part of me wouldn’t blame her if she rejected me for having Pups with another female. It was something I thought I would do if I found out my Mate had Pups with another male, but now I know I would listen to her story first and then make up my mind.

Over the years, there have been males and females that have asked me who the Mother of my Pups was, but I never told anyone the true story. All I ever told them was that their Mother was no longer alive, and that isn’t far from the truth because to us, she is dead.

Dalton and Thora know the truth, but they don’t want anything to do with her, and Dad and I cannot blame them. After all, she ruined a lot of lives with the trick she pulled. As a result of Lynah’s betrayal, Dad never went looking for another chosen Mate. My Pups and I just want him to be happy, but we do understand why he is reluctant to take another chosen Mate.

“You should find Morgan and talk to her. Maybe she will be able to show you that your Mate will not reject you after you tell her your story. I think it is time you told someone about Lynah and what she did to you. The only reason others know the truth is because they were there. Maybe if you tell Morgan, she will be able to make you understand that you have closed yourself off, and she might be able to make you see that not every female is the same as Lynah or will reject you because of what Lynah did,” Midnight says in my head.

I know that I have kept females at arm’s length. I wasn’t willing to take a risk, and I had two Pups to think about. I still have my doubts, though, that I actually closed myself off as much as Midnight claims, and I think I would be able to smell our Mate when we meet her.

I am not too sure how my Mate will react, and that is what frightens me the most. After discovering what Lynah did, I was mad at her for taking away my chance to start a family with my Mate. I kept going in circles for a long time, and I’m still not convinced that it will be easy to make my Mate understand that this happened out of my control.

I am afraid that my Mate will make me choose between her and my Pups, and if she does, I already know what I will choose. Dalton and Thora will always come first to me. Midnight is right, though; I think it is time I told someone that wasn’t there and who doesn’t know anything about the situation.

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