Noah’s awareness snapped back into the blue-gold clouds, and no time had passed at all.
The instant he had left was still the instant he returned to, frozen and stretched and waiting, and Calliope stood before him exactly as she had, the massive obsidian Runestone at her back, her eyes fixed on him and shining bright with a curiosity that had sharpened into something almost hungry!
She had seen the stone reach for him. She had seen the obsidian lightning climb his existence and the beams pour from his eyes. And she wanted, desperately, to know what he had been shown.
But Noah could not answer her, not yet, because his entire existence was BUZZING!
Something had changed in him! Something enormous and quiet had shifted in the deepest place of him, in the way he understood the very thing he had built his early climb upon, and he could feel it moving through him like a tide finding a new shore!
Infinity!
For his whole existence he had treated Infinity as a substance! A thing with weight and corners, an authority he had branded his identity onto, a power he wielded as though he had truly grasped it in his hands.
But the forest had shown him the truth!
No lifeform had ever grasped Infinity. No one had ever held it. It was only ever a word, a definition, a shape each existence poured into its own not-knowing! Lucy had not grasped Infinity when she scattered a million Dimensions to the fish. She had simply reached a definition so clear, so wholly and quietly HERS, that the infinite had poured from her hands like water because she had stopped trying to hold it and simply understood what it was to her!
And Noah understood, in that stretched and frozen instant, what he had to do.
He did not need to grasp Infinity. He never could have. Nobody could.
What he needed was a definition of his own, unique and clear and sufficient, his own understanding of the very thing that could not be understood!
His understanding of the edge. Of Impossibility.
His Infinite Sanguine Mana began to cycle!
Crimson-gold vitality surged and ran through the whole of his existense, through every one of his two hundred decillion quarks and as it moved, Noah gave it a task it had never been given! He poured his new understanding into it, his own fresh and hard-won definition of impossibility, and he let the Sanguine Mana carry that definition through his existence like ink spreading through water.
|You have witnessed a truth kept by a Hieroglyph Runestone: Infinity is not grasped. It is defined.|
|You have begun to reach a definition of unknown an impossibility that is wholly your own.|
Noah’s definition took shape as the Sanguine Mana carried it!
To Lucy, Infinity had been abundance, an endless joyful giving. To the earliest existences it had been the edge of their reckoning, a name for the dark past the center. But to Noah?
To THE Human Dreamer, who had lived a single life across time, who dreamed and made the dreams true, who authored narratives and stood outside the line of moments?
To Noah, Infinity was...a DREAM that did not end. His goals. His dream, ideals, purpose, loves, fears, hopes...his Everythings, that did not end.
That was his definition, his own and no one else’s, clear and sufficient and true to the whole of what he was! Infinity was not a substance and not an edge and not an abundance. It was a dream with no far wall, a story that could always add another page, a reverie that time could stretch forever without ever reaching its close! He did not need to hold the infinite. He only needed to dream a dream that never had to stop!
|Your definition of Infinity has been carried by your Infinite Sanguine Mana into THE Provenance of THE Human Dreamer.|
|The two have merged. Your understanding of the infinite is now woven into the substance of your Provenance.|
|A new understanding awakens within THE Provenance of THE Human Dreamer.|
|THE INFINITE DREAM: your dreams no longer possess a far wall. A dream you begin need never end. A reverie may be extended without limit, a narrative continued without a final page, a stretched instant expanded toward a forever that answers only to you.|
|You do not hold Infinity. You dream it. And a dream that does not end is an infinite you will never lose. Even if you are killed within a Dream, so long as you paid an initial cost to initiate it, you can return even from collapse within that dream.|
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