Infinite Mana In The Apocalypse novel Chapter 5988

Chapter 5988: Center I

Noah kept his face perfectly still. He had just been told he owned something he did not own. A defensive Exalted Essara with a Power that blocked perception?

He had a small brown-gold seed that existence had handed him for free and a Provenance that had never once given off an aura in its life. That was it, alongside his infinity and Dreaming Human Origin. So the great Gu had pointed a perception Exalted Essara straight at him, found nothing, and decided the nothing had to be hiding something enormous. Should he correct him? He decided against it. Being overestimated by something this powerful was useful, and he meant to keep it that way!

THE Primordial Gu of Provenance seemed in no hurry to press the point. He sat on his gold dais with his hands on his knees, and between the pillars behind him, a moth the size of a house drifted past on painted wings. Somewhere far below, a waterfall fell off the edge of an island and turned into mist.

Then the carved face eased into a smile. "I’m sure you know about how the Doorway is supposedly closed," the Gu said. "No new Immensity can form, and nobody of us...all the Immense Ones who are considered Those Who Remain...will forever remain. Well, of course that is not always the case, as since this Cycle began...every one capable has been working to find something, as some of us...the many Kings and Monsters out there, have found something at THE Center of THE Mountain at the Center of Everything."

He chuckled, and the thousands of eyes on the pillars crinkled along with him. "I know, it sounds convoluted, yes? The center of the Mountain that is already at the center...haha!"

The center of the center. Noah set the phrasing aside and looked at what lay under it. What he noticed more was how casually the Gu had said "some of us," and the word "found."

Found meant searching, and searching meant the great powers of existence had spent this whole Cycle looking for something, which meant they had been missing something, which meant they had a problem. He had walked in here to ask about one dead girl. Now the being that had killed one of his bodies was about to explain, apparently for nothing, what the Kings of existence had been doing all this Cycle.

Had he just struck it rich? It certainly felt that way. If pulling on one thread got him this, he was going to start pulling on a lot more threads!

"Most lifeforms never understand this," the Gu went on, and the humor drained out of his voice until only something grand and serious was left. "Existence is ridiculously vast, and it is ridiculously stable. Lifeforms carve it open for Essara and bleed it for Ichor, Kings drown whole regions under their Narratives, Legacies tear at it for Ages, and existence barely flinches. It goes on. It holds."

He turned one hand over slowly, and the too-many joints of his fingers caught the light. "There is a reason for that stability. All of us, me, you, and countless others, have been incredibly and unfathomably lucky to exist. Every anomaly, every chance, every strange thing that has ever happened anywhere, you can trace it back to the Mountain at the Center of Everything. The Mountain is the spine of existence. It holds countless regions in their places, and it has always held them."

Noah ran the claim against what he knew. He had watched Roxanna break walls out of existence entirely, holes that stayed open until existence itself bothered to close them, and existence had closed them without a fuss. He had watched whole Narratives poured back into the soil. If something held all of that together without strain, then that something was carrying a truly absurd load.

"And where you stand on that spine," the Gu said, slower now, "is your Dimensionality. That is all Dimensionality has ever been. Every lifeform stands somewhere on the Mountain, whether it knows it or not. Most stand at its very foot, among the roots, and live out their whole lives there without once looking up. Your Narrative and your Immensity are what carry you higher. Every story you make truly yours, every weight of Immensity you build and keep, lifts you a little further up the slope, and the higher you stand, the more of existence lies beneath you and the less of it can reach you." He raised his open hand, palm up, weighing something only he could see.

"That is why it is the Kings who find the Center. Kings with great Narratives and great Immensity stand high enough on the Mountain to find that place at all, high enough to enter it, and high enough to survive the entering. Their Dimensionality holds them together long enough to cross. If you are weak, you will be ripped apart before you can even blink. Most never even learn there was a door."

Noah had thought of Dimensionality as a number, the kind of thing a panel spat out to tell you how badly outclassed you were.

A position on a mountain was a much more useful idea. A position could be climbed, and a climb could be planned. So where did he stand right now? His name was off the banner, and he held four Narratives that were entirely his own, plus sixty-one walls. Was that high? Middling? He honestly had no idea!

The Gu set his hand back on his knee. "But since this Cycle began, those with power, and those lucky enough, were able to gain knowledge of THE Center, and then access to it. And many of us found out why we hold such little control over something as small as passing through a doorway."

His pale eyes held Noah’s. "Think about it. Why do you suppose none of the Kings have ever truly shown themselves while their Narratives unfold? Why do so many of them send their armies and their lackeys around existence instead, building their Narratives up a little at a time through other hands? They leave slivers of their Immensity behind to sit on their thrones and wear their names, because many of them have found a place, a dangerous and calamitous place, where they are spending most of their power and most of their time. They have to. It is that dangerous."

Oh. Oh! The Shepherd of Falling Stars had sent his Legion, his generals and a woman who could break eleven walls at once to a farm in the Carcosa, and he had never once shown up himself.

THE Dissolved Progenitor had sent daughters!

Slivers, though. How many names on the banner of THE Narrative of Kings had anyone at all sitting behind them right now? Half? Fewer?

"It is a place where anything borrowed, anything that is not yours, is stripped away," the Gu said, quieter. "No external Narrative works there. Nothing you took comes with you. The only power that remains is the power you built on your own. Provenance naturally does well in such a place, as you can imagine. Even so, I have had three bodies fall there."

He let that sit. "And yet many of us consider it the answer to the problems we have. The closed Doorway, the stillness, everything. THE Mountain at the Center of Everything is the key. It has always been the key. I think even Lucy and the others who overcame will be kicking themselves for never having set foot in that place."

BOOM!

The word went out through the open temple and across the floating island, and for a moment the waterfalls below seemed to hang in the air.

Was three a lot? That depended entirely on how many bodies it had. If it had a hundred, three deaths were a small loss. If it had ten, three were a third of everything it was. The Gu had very carefully never said which. Either way, the math said the same thing: something in that place could kill it, repeatedly, and it was still going back.