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Kiss Me Captain (Emily and Maddie) novel Chapter 90

Chapter 90

Feb 27, 2026

[Emily’s POV]

I stop talking immediately when Maddie says my name. Something in her tone makes my stomach drop—it’s small and uncertain, like she’s bracing for impact.

She’s sitting on her bed across from me, hands twisting together in her lap in that anxious way she has when she’s about to say something she knows I won’t want to hear.

The way she’s staring at the floor instead of at me sends my pulse racing, because Maddie only avoids eye contact when she’s scared.

“What’s wrong?” I ask, setting my textbook aside and shifting to face her fully. The practiced smile she’s been wearing for weeks isn’t there anymore.

She just looks exhausted—dark circles under her eyes, shoulders hunched in a way that makes her look smaller than she is.

“I need to tell you something,” she says, and her voice cracks slightly. She takes a breath, steadying herself. “My dad’s been calling me. For a few weeks now.”

The words hit me like cold water. I try to wrap my head around it, like it’s a particularly difficult equation, but it’s even worse. “A few weeks? Maddie, why didn’t you—”

“I know,” she cuts me off, still not looking at me. “I know I should have told you. But I didn’t know what to say, and I didn’t want to worry you, and I just—I needed time to process it myself first.”

“Process what?” My chest feels tight, like someone’s squeezing it. My mind races through the implications—weeks of calls, weeks of hiding this. “What does he want?”

“He wants to have dinner,” Maddie says, and finally her eyes meet mine. They’re red-rimmed, desperate. “Just family. He wants to talk things through, figure stuff out. He says he’s been thinking a lot, that maybe he reacted too strongly before.”

I stand up without meaning to, my body rejecting the information before my brain can catch up. “Are you serious right now? After everything he did to you—cutting you off, making you choose between him and me, treating you like you’re broken—he makes a few phone calls and you think he’s changed?”

“I didn’t say he’s changed,” Maddie says, defensive now. Her shoulders go up, that familiar armor sliding into place. “I said maybe. Maybe he has. People can change, Emily. He’s my father. He sounded genuine. He said my mom misses me.”

“Of course he sounded genuine,” I say, and my voice comes out sharper than I mean it to. I can hear the edge in it, and can feel the panic making me cruel.

“That’s how manipulation works, Maddie.” I get louder, then catch myself and tone it down. “He’s not going to call you and say ‘hey, come home so I can convince you you’re making a mistake.’ He’s going to sound loving and concerned and genuine because that’s how he gets what he wants.”

She flinches like I’ve slapped her, and I see the exact moment my words land—the way her eyes widen slightly, the way she pulls back. “You don’t know that. You don’t know him.”

“I know what he did to you!” I’m moving now, pacing because I can’t sit still, can’t process this while staying in one place.

“You do need protection from him!” I can’t believe we’re having this conversation. “Maddie, he’s been calling you for weeks. Weeks. Working on you, wearing you down, making you doubt yourself.”

I throw my hands in the air, exasperated. “And it’s working. You’re standing here defending him, talking about giving him a chance, when two months ago you were crying about how he abandoned you.”

“Maybe I want a relationship with my parents,” Maddie says. “Maybe that’s more important to me than—than staying away just because you think it’s a bad idea.”

“Then make your choices,” I say, and my voice breaks on the last word. I’m tired. I’m so tired, I realize finally, of all this push-and-pull. One moment I think we’re okay, and then… then this happens.”Make them, Maddie. But don’t ask me to watch you destroy yourself.”

For a moment we just stare at each other across the small space of our dorm room. Her face is flushed, tears tracking down her cheeks, and I can feel my own eyes burning. Everything feels wrong, like the floor is tilting under my feet.

Then Maddie grabs her jacket from where it’s hanging on her desk chair. She doesn’t look at me as she shoves her arms into the sleeves, doesn’t say anything as she crosses to the door.

When she yanks it open, it’s with enough force that it slams against the wall, and then she’s gone, the door slamming shut behind her with a sound that echoes through the sudden silence.

I stand there in the empty dorm, shaking. My hands are trembling and my chest feels too tight and I can’t get enough air.

The space where Maddie was standing moments ago feels vast and cold, and I have the horrible, sinking feeling that the ground just opened beneath me and swallowed everything whole.

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