Chapter 144
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The question alone unraveled something in her. Pulled at strings she wasn’t ready to tug loose. Because the truth was murky. Heavy. Entangled with longing and betrayal, memory and hope.
Did she love Julian?
Or had the bond just convinced her that she should?
Before she could even begin to untangle it, Draevyn’s voice pulled her back.
“Let me ask you another question.”
His tone was soft. Not mocking. Just… curious.
“What has he ever done,” he asked, “to show you that he deserves your love?”
She stood still.
The weight of the firelights above seemed to press down, flickering across her skin like judgment.
Her voice came slowly, Barely a whisper.
“He defended me… from the Lycan Council.”
Draevyn tilted his head, eyes narrowing–not with judgment, but clarity.
“You mean the Council,” he said slowly, “that you never would’ve had to stand before if he’d just claimed you from the start?”
His words hit like a lash.
“If he had simply admitted to himself — and everyone else — that you were his fated mate. That he was going to choose you… no matter what they had to say about it.”
The words didn’t just sting.
They burned.
They cut.
And with each one, something in her twisted tighter… until it splintered.
“He could’ve ended it all before it ever began,” Draevyn continued, his voice still low but unrelenting. “But he didn’t. He let them question you. Let them drag you through hell… to protect his image. His standing. His silence.”
She turned her face away, eyes stinging, throat tight with the cry she wouldn’t let out.
And when she finally spoke, her voice sounded like it had been dragged from the depths of something dying.
“Why do you insist on twisting the blade that’s already lodged inside my heart?”
Time paused with him.
One heartbeat passed.
Then another–
each second falling like a stone.
When he finally spoke, his voice was deeper, woven with something that didn’t just echo through the clearing, but seemed to settle there.
“You keep that blade lodged in your chest,” he said, “as if your heart belongs to him.”
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His gaze locked with hers, steady and unflinching.
But Kaelani… mine has belonged to you from the moment you first looked me in the eyes.”
She flinched like his words struck a nerve.
But he didn’t stop.
“If I could take that blade for you, I would,” he said, pulling her closer. “Every jagged inch. I would bury it in my own chest… just to give your heart a moment’s peace.”
His hand hovered near her cheek, not touching–waiting.
“You don’t owe me anything,” he added softly. “Not your love. Not your loyalty. But I need you to understand this—what I feel for you isn’t bound by instinct or fate. It’s not some ancient ball and chain pulling at my soul.”
A breath passed between them.
“It’s you. Just you.”
He didn’t look away,
“Perhaps,” he said gently, “my heart has belonged to you long before our eyes first met.”
Kaelani’s breath caught.
“The truth is… I’ve been waiting for you for fifteen hundred years.”
His voice cracked on the number–not from age, but from the weight of it.
“My heart has been empty,” he continued, “aching… longing for the one who was meant to stand beside me. Not beneath me, not behind me but beside me. Equal. Eternal”
He took a slow breath, eyes soft but burning with something ancient.
“I didn’t know your name. I didn’t know your face. But I knew the absence of you. I felt it—in every war I fought, every bed I left cold, every century that passed without meaning ”
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