Lost Reapers MC- Claimed by the Bikers novel Chapter 38

Chapter 38

Lottie

Letting myself into my old childish home, I expected to be confronted by my parents who would of course have questions. But nothing but silence met me when 1 slipped my key into the lock.

The darkness that met me just made me feel even more rattled. And then I remembered they were in Bali and let out a sigh of relief.

Them being away was for the best, I didn’t want to explain to them why I was here or why I had turned up on the back of a hulking bike. They would look at me like they had when I was a teenager. Like I was a big disappointment to them.

I already knew that.

I knew I was a failure. My entire life I had been drifting. The only time I’d ever felt like I was anchored was with I was with Killian and more recently when I was with Xander and Killian,

And now even that was ruined.

And I didn’t know how to fix things. I couldn’t drag them into my mess. They didn’t deserve that.

Not bothering to turn on any lights I headed towards my old childhood bedroom and crawled under the covers. Nothing had changed in this room since 1 had moved out. It was like a shrine to the girl my parents had wanted me to be. But I was never that girl.

Rolling onto my stomach I buried my face in the pillows and groaned. Yet again I was bringing trouble down on the people I loved-

The thought made me pause. Did I love Killian and Xander? Yes, in my own way I loved both of them even though it was too soon. Too soon and impossible.

I couldn’t stay with them.

I had to let them go. They had each other so I knew they would be ok? Me, on the other hand? I already felt adrift and my heart was already breaking.

I didn’t cry though, over the years I had cried too much. I didn’t think I had anything left to cry over.

The rustle of my curtains and the creek of boots on my windowsill made me shoot upwards. My heart pounded in my chest and my hand clutched at my throat. I gazed around the shadowy room. Taking in my jumbled bookcases and full vanity. Someone was here.. some one was in my room.

“It’s just me.” Killian’s smooth whisper floated over me but it didn’t do anything to calm my heartbeat.

“Killian?” I was half to my feet when he crashed into me. Wrapping me in his arms in the way only he knew how.

“How are you here? What happened?”

Sliding his hands down my back, Killian squeezed my ass. “Raven and Xander are sorting it. Raven told me you had asked to come home.” He whispered. H bands were full of my ass. “So I knew where I had to go. You didn’t think we would leave you alone tonight did you?”

“But Confused, I glanced at the old clock flashing on the nightstand. Once upon a time it had been in his room but when he’d gone to prison I’d brought i

lot of his stuff in here and hidden it away.

The time on the clock was much later than I expected it to be.

8:57 am P P P P

Chapter 38

Dh.”

I said softly more to myself than affyone else. “I must have fallen asleep.”

His chuckle rumbled through me. “Good.” The hand that had been cupping my ass, slid upwards to tangle into my hair. Fisting it so he could drag my head back and stare into my eyes.

“You’re mine Lottie.” He growled out, his eyes glowed from the red light from the clock. “Mine, do you hear that?”

I couldn’t nod because of the grip he had on my hair but I tried.

“I promised you nine years ago that I would wait forever to be with you. To be out in the open with you. And I kept that promise for almost ten years. But ! can’t wait any longer Lottie.”

He yanked me forward, pushing himself into my body with so much force that the feel of him pressing against my stomach, art hard and thick made me whimper breathlessly.

I reached up to snag my fingers into the hair at the back of his neck. “Killian.”

“Fuck.” He growled out, dropping his lips to my throat and lifting me into his arms at the same time. I wrapped my legs around him. Grinding try pussy into the roughness of his jeans.

“Fuck Lottie. I’ve waited to fuck you for almost ten year.” He snagged my lip with his teeth. Yanking it away before his tongue plunged into my mouth.

He lapped his tongue against mine, the same way he had eaten me out. With so much passion that I squirmed. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter

and I didn’t care.

I wanted him too. In this room where we had made each other promises all those years ago.

“I need-”

Silencing him with my mouth, I hooked my feet around his waist and ground into him.

We’d waited long enough. I wanted him and he wanted me. There was nothing standing in our way but some material.

“Then fuck me.” Tearing my mouth from his, I lifted my top over my head and tossed it to the floor. Reaching behind my back my bra went next and my

breasts fell free.

Killian’s eyes met mine, and then his eyes drifted down to the curve of my breasts and it was like he was seeing me naked for the first time.

And maybe in a way he was. Because the two other times Xander had been with us.

ľ

This time it was just me and him.

“Are you sure?”

The feel of his eyes on my breasts made my nipples harden. I arched my back, pushing them out and into his chest until he groaned.

“If I fuck you, Lottie. If I fuck you in this room where. It all started. Then I am never going to let you go.”

It was like he was waiting for permission.

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