Lost Reapers MC- Claimed by the Bikers novel Chapter 44

Chapter 44

Xander

“Show me how you love each other?”

I stepped back like she had sucker punched me, because of the things she could say I hadn’t expected that. I raised my eyes, risking a look at Killian’s equally shocked face.

“Lottie-” I began to say and stopped. What the hell was I meant to say to that? Mine and Killian’s relationship was a badly kept secret. What we had was passionate and primal and private!

We had never been together in front of another person unless that person was joining us. One look at Lottie’s face and I knew she wasn’t offering that.

She wanted to watch us.

“You’re asking us to-” my voice shook. Pursing my lips I blew out a shaky breath. Reaching up I tugged at my hair.

She swept her eyes up to meet mine and the smile faded on her pretty mouth. It turned down at the corners as she frowned.

“You don’t have to. I just meant-”

I yanked myself away from Killian and refused to look at her. Going to the sliding glass door and leaning on it heavily. “It’s not that I don’t want to.” I

muttered staring at their reflection in the glass. They had sat next to each other. Their fingers brushing together.

They looked good together I realised with a start. The thought made me close my eyes because it ignited doubt in my chest that I didn’t want to feel.

I had no right to feel sorry for myself, neither did Killian. Today had to be about Lottie.

“It’s that now is not the time.” Sucking in a deep breath, I turned to them/A fake smile plastered across my face. “When the time is right.” I met her eyes. “] will show you how he likes his dick-”

“Don’t finish that sentence.” Killian warned with a growl.

The corners of Lotties lips tilted upwards. “I think that would be hot.”

Killian snapped his head around to her in shock, my mouth fell open. “You mean that don’t you?” I asked in a whisper: “most women would find this situation impossible. They would get jealous or-”

She shrugged her light shoulders. “I’m not most women, Xander. I like the fact that you have each other. That you love each other. It means you have someone if I can’t be around.”

I was on my knees in front of her in a second. Gathering her spare hand into my chest. “And where do you plan on

“No where.”

going?”

“So you are not planning on leaving us?” Killian asked squeezed her other hand.

She let out a soft laugh. “No. Not if I can help it. I know it sounds strange but I kind of feel like I belong here. With the two of you.”

8:57 am P PPP.

Chapter 44

You darted my eyes to Killian who was nodding. You belong at home with us. Where we can love and postert you.

“And worship you” Killian added and drew her hand to his lips. “Whatever happens we will always be about you

I swallowed hard. Watching her curls his side from beneath my lashes. She looked cony and at ease.

ke she belonged in his arms.

I was imagining things. I knew that. But I couldn’t help sig jealousy that flared up. Only I didn’t know who I was jealous of Him with her? Or her with him.

“How did you two meet?” She asked suddenly. “How did you get together?” Her eyes darted between the two of us. “Was it in prison?”

Killian chuckled. “She’s imagining some sordid affair behind bars.*

I laughed, taking in her blush I knew that was exactly what she was thinking

“Yes.”

Sighing I climbed on the sofa with them. Trapping her between us.

“We met in prison. Killian saved my life.”

Lotties eyes widened. “You did?”

Killian remained silent. So I spoke for him. “Yeah, someone tried to shank me when my back was turned. Killian broke his arm. We became friends and when I got out first I told him he would always have a place to go if he needed one. The club doesn’t forget that kind of thing and we look after our friends.” Smiling to myself I reached out and touched Killians cheek before I could stop myself. Drawing his face to mine I kissed him.

Not because Lottie had asked but because I wanted to.

“He got out a year later and came to find me. Patched into the Reapers not long afterward.”

“And the two of you became a couple when-” Lottie asked, her eyes on our faces as we came apart.

“We didn’t become a couple.” Killian said gruffly. “It just kind of happened. We didn’t discuss it.”

We hadn’t but I didn’t appreciate the way he said it.

“Maybe we should discuss it now.” Lottie said as she let her head fall down onto Killian’s shoulder.

“Discuss what?” I was getting more and more irate and I didn’t exactly know why. Except I kind of felt like a third wheel. They had so much history, so much love between them. Could I even compete? Doubt rippled through me. She said she wanted both of us and yet she leant against him. She always went

to him.

I didn’t want to discuss anything that put a label on us because I was afraid of what label would be.

“There’s nothing to discuss.” I jumped up to my feet. My body shaking with pent up emotion. “I don’t do labels”

Lotties face crumbled. I hated the fact that 1 had put that look on her face but I wasn’t going to back down.

“Oh ok.” She forced herself to smile. And I felt like the biggest asstile on the world. She’d just opened up about something to devasting and I couldn’t even call her my girlfriend.

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