Lost Reapers MC- Claimed by the Bikers novel Chapter 63

Chapter 63

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“He won’t cheat” Killian said softly but even with my back turned on him. I consid hear the uncertainty invoice. He was as shocked as I was that Xander had left

“Babe.” His hand came down on my shoulder and spun me around. His eyes scanned my face. “He won’t.” He said again. “He’s crazy about you About what we have here. He wouldn’t do anything to jeopardise that.”

I cocked my head to the side and peered up at him through my eyelashes. “Who are you trying to convince Killian? Me or yourself?”

My words hit their mark. I could tell by the sudden temung of his face A muscle began to pulse in his jaw.

I half expected him to argue back

Part of me even wanted him to because I wanted a reason to scream and shout at hum

Going off on a rant was a much better option than currumbing to the tears that were threatening to overwhelm me.

The feeling of abandonment was intermine Like a growing remeh on the put of my stomach I’d thought Xander had cared.

I had let him do some awful things to me And I proyed over angepond and of it falling onto the bed I dropped my head into my hands before the realisition hit me My head snapped hack up

I’d let them both de ungodly things to m

Scrambling upwards, I reached for the Gral overained taburt I could find on the one and flung it on my nudity. Only to realise it was Xander’s and yanking it

off again with a frustrated grow

“Here.” Calmly Killian reached into his bag and handed me one of has clean ones Watching me from beneath his lashes as I settled it over me.

“What’s this about Lottie?”

His hands came down onto my shoulders and pulled me back into him. I sucked in a breath and let it out. “What do you care, Killian?” I spat, “You’ll be making excuses to leave next. Isn’t that what you do?”

I didn’t mean it. Inside I was screaming to myself to shut up but the poisonous words just kept spewing out of my, niouth.

He didn’t move.

“Told you.” He said finally when I fell silent, and heaved in a breath. “I’m not going anywhere ever again.” His fingers flexed into the stiff muscles of my shoulders. “You’re kind of stuck with me. With us.” He amended quickly. His fingers continued to knead over my knotted muscles.

How crazy was it that only an hour ago I had been deliriously happy. I’d felt safe even with everything that was going on. I’d felt loved and protected

More than anything I’d felt wanted.

And just like that it was all gone.

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“You want to kno? Really?” Hand on my hup I screamed it at hum “There’s a man after

boy who said he loved me went after another girl and wasn’t there for me”

know who it is He’s got to me before. Because

Pain rippled across killans face I know what it lonked like back then. But I have never cheated on you and Lander would not do it now He said he loves you. You have to believe

My eyes flashed and he fell silent

“The people who claim to love me always let me down 1 let you both drag me back into this life I was perfectly happy before I was my voice broke and 1 felt the first tears run down my chark Angrily scrubled palms against them

I wasn’t going to cry or beg Or any of those things already know 1 mereacting My abandonment issues were coming through loud and clear

I sucked in a breath And errubbed harder at my face

I’d quit seeing my therapeet lest you had I made mens to make an appointment Clearly I wasn’t as better as I had thought.

“I’m sorry” My whisper came out croaky as my sauce back. ” komm

Instantly Killian’s arms went around my waist and he dragged mir hom The muscles of his arms lifting his white tee up my thighs.

I let myself relax against him for just a second before another wave of tears started stinging my eyes.

I had to pull myself together

I would not cry in front of him. Especially when I knew I was being a crazy bitch.

“Sorry” Quickly untangling myself from his arms I rushed out of the door. “I’ll be right back. I think I left the hob on.”

On my bare feet I padded across the floor and was already reaching for the knob when something smashed behind me.

“Killian?” | spun around but nothing but silence met my ears. I knew what I’d heard though. It had sounded like he had thrown a glass against the wail

Had he lost his temper as well.

There was another thud Like something heavy had hit the floor

I couldn’t really judge my lover if he was throwing a tantrum after the fit I’d just thrown. Sometimes it was easy to forget that Kalian struggled with has

emotions as well

8:16 am

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rug, a pool of binod already spreading under his bendy

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