Lost Reapers MC- Claimed by the Bikers novel Chapter 89

Chapter 89

Daisy

“I am sorry.”

Curled up on the other end of the sofa that last night I had been half naked on, Charlotte turned her head to stare at me and I knew she understoo was trying to say because pain flickered into her eyes.

“I wouldn’t blame you if you hated me.” I rubbed at my temples. Usually I was good with silence but the silence between us since Raven had left felt uncomfortable and heavy.

And I had a tension headache brewing.

“Why would I hate you?”

I shrugged. “I should have stopped him. Told someone about his ways. I didn’t and now more people are going to get hurt.” Even saying the words fel was being strangled. Like someone had their hands around my throat and was throttling me.

“You were a kid, no one blames you. Least of all me. I just wished I’d killed him when I had the chance. Look at me Daisy.”

Slowly I lifted my head to her.

“You aren’t to blame. Keep telling yourself that until you believe it. The only person to blame is Josh himself. You’re free of him. Raven will keep you s A small smile curved up the corner of her mouth. “You can count on him. I’m pretty sure he’d lay down his life for you. The man is obsessed.” Chucklin in her throat she shook her head and her dark hair bounced around her shoulders.

I blinked at her in shock. “What do mean Charlotte?”

“Lottie.” She corrected. “My friends call me Lottie and I hope we will be friends because I have a feeling you will be around for a where

“You think it’s going to take long to bring my brother down?”

The idea was inconceivable to me. I wanted this over because maybe then I’d be able to get a full night sleep with wing

night mates

Lunty strugged “I’m sure it won’t take the Reapers long but that’s not what Use talking about Waves

“Doren’t like me like that I mumbled

lattie worted If you believe that you are food

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My fare turned hot. “Well yes but this morning.”

“Listen to me, I know he probably said that he wasn’t interested. That you’re too young and tre didn’t want to take advantage?”

Mutely I nodded. “And that I deserved better.”

Lotties eyes glittered. “See, guys don’t act like that if they don’t like you. He’s trying to do the right thing. Raven isn’t nice to anyone, but he looks a with nothing but devotion. Believe me he’s falling hard and fast and like all tough men that scares the shit out of him.” She laughed loudly. “Bunch a

cowards.”

“Did your men act like that?” This was all so strange to me. I was a grown woman in my twenties and had never had a boyfriend or even been on a di didn’t know what I was doing or how to read the signs like Lottie did.

“God no. Not those two. We’ve had our wobbles but that’s life.” She shrugged. “Now answer me something.”

“Ok?”

“Do you like him back?”

I had been kind of expecting it but I still didn’t know what to say. “I don’t know. He makes me feel-“ I bit my lip.

“Safe?”

“Yes but not just that. It’s-” shit I couldn’t finish the words.

“Horny. Raven makes you horny.” Lottie smile was knowing.

“I guess so.” God this was embarrassing. “I don’t really know how all of this works. He makes me have butterflies. When he touched me, I felt like i was going to explode.”

Jesus I was rambling. But I’d never had a girlfriend to have these kinds of talks with. This was all new to me.

Sadness flicked into Lottie’s eye. “He gives you pleasure and you don’t know how to react. It’s perfectly normal after your past

“Did you struggle?” I whispered.

“I went the other way,” Lottie shrugged. “Look Daisy these are all new feelings for you Don’t rush thear if things between you and Sav

great but I get why he is pulling away” Leaning forward she touched my kng “You’re scared and alone and are fighting weeling you ve ever had behove and he saved you My guess is that he wants to make sure you’re ready And that your feelings aren’t nat grandugh Does that make vese

“I guess so, and yeah I think you might be night Only I wasn’t sure I was grateful in everything he was doing the are of comise I was but my busty clared

his closeness

I missed him when he wasn’t around Even though realistically I had only known him a low days

“I think “I began to say so stopped “I think he thinks I’m broken That I’m damaged because of what happened to me. Otherwise why doesn t he want

Lottie launched herself at me. Pulling me up and into a bug “He doesn’t think that and I’ve just told you why No man thinks you re damaged or broken And if they do then they ain’t men the right man will love you for you, whether that Raven or someone else Ouly time will tell

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My fare turned hot. “Well yes but this morning-”

“Listen to me, I know he probably said that he wasn’t interested. That you’re too young and he didn’t want to take advantage?”

Mutely I nodded. “And that I deserved better.”

Lotties eyes glittered. “See, guys don’t act like that if they don’t like you. He’s trying to do the right thing. Raven isn’t nice to anyone, but he looks with nothing but devotion. Believe me he’s falling hard and fast and like all tough men that scares the shit out of him.” She laughed loudly. “Bunch

cowards.”

“Did your men act like that?” This was all so strange to me. I was a grown woman in my twenties and had never had a boyfriend or even been on a d didn’t know what I was doing or how to read the signs like Lottie did.

“God no. Not those two. We’ve had our wobbles but that’s life.” She shrugged. “Now answer me something.”

“Ok?”

“Do you like him back?”

I had been kind of expecting it but I still didn’t know what to say. “I don’t know. He makes me feel-” I bit my lip.

“Safe?”

“Yes but not just that. It’s-” shit I couldn’t finish the words.

“Horny. Raven makes you horny.” Lottie smile was knowing.

“I guess so.” God this was embarrassing. “I don’t really know how all of this works. He makes me have butterflies. When he touched me, I felt like I was going to explode.”

Jesus I was rambling. But I’d never had a girlfriend to have these kinds of talks with. This was all new to me.

Sadness flicked into Lottie’s eye. “He gives you pleasure and you don’t know how to react. It’s perfectly normal after your past.”

“Did you struggle?” I whispered.

“I went the other way,” Lottie shrugged. “Look Daisy these are all new feelings for you. Don’t rush them if things between you and Raven move toward great but I get why he is pulling away.” Leaning forward she touched my knge. “You’re scared and alone and are fighing feelings you’ve never had belive and he saved you. My guess is that he wants to make sure you’re ready And that your feelings aren’t just gratitug Does that make sense

“I guess so, and yeah I think you might be right” Only I wasn’t sure I was grateful for everything he was doing hume, of coure i was hut any body craved

his closeness.

I missed him when he wasn’t around sen though realistically I had only known him a few days

“I think “I began to say and stopped “I think he thinks I’m broken that tu damaged because of what happened to me Otherwise why doesn’t he want

to

Lottie launched herself at me. Pulling me up and into a hug “He doesn’t think that and I’ve just told you why. No man thinks you’re damaged or broken. And if they do then they ain’t men The right man will love you for you, whether that’s Raven or uncone else. Only time will tell

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My fare turned hot. “Well yes but this morning.”

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“Listen to me, I know he probably said that he wasn’t interested. That you’re too young and he didn’t want to take advantage?”

Mutely I nodded. “And that I deserved better.”

Lotties eyes glittered. “See, guys don’t act like that if they don’t like you. He’s trying to do the right thing. Raven isn’t nice to anyone, but he looks a with nothing but devotion. Believe me he’s falling hard and fast and like all tough men that scares the shit out of him.” She laughed loudly. “Bunch c

cowards.”

“Did your men act like that?” This was all so strange to me. I was a grown woman in my twenties and had never had a boyfriend or even been on a didn’t know what I was doing or how to read the signs like Lottie did.

a di

“God no. Not those two. We’ve had our wobbles but that’s life.” She shrugged. “Now answer me something.”

“Ok?”

“Do you like him back?”

I had been kind of expecting it but I still didn’t know what to say. “I don’t know. He makes me feel-“ I bit my lip.

“Safe?”

“Yes but not just that. It’s-” shit I couldn’t finish the words.

“Horny. Raven makes you horny.” Lottie smile was knowing.

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