She knew it was never intentional with Gu Qibao and Di Mingjue, she knew they were genuinely in love!
They were genuinely in love!
She thought she could let go in a peaceful and calm manner, she thought she was strong, cool, and could easily forget after playing a few games.
But to remove someone who has been buried in one’s heart for twenty years, it’s like skinning oneself to the bone!
It’s about stripping away the skin and flesh layer by layer, the bones and blood, then slowly excising it from your heart, and finally, gradually learning to forget him.
The more blurred the flesh and blood, the more intense the pain.
But how much could it actually hurt? She had once comforted herself, thinking as long as Mingjue was happy, it would be enough.
However, she hadn’t anticipated that his happiness would be her ultimate downfall.
Even if she pretends to remain calm, even if she tries to ignore all the feelings, yet, when she sees Gu Qibao and Di Mingjue’s happy faces, she had to admit, she had lost!
She failed completely, it was a total mess!
She failed because she couldn’t pull herself away, she lost because she had lost from the start...
If feelings can be won or lost, I don’t know if you won, but I’m sure I lost from the very beginning.
The biggest loser is the one who gives their heart to someone, but that person’s heart is given to another.
Your whole world of tenderness and smiles were all given to her, while for me, even hoping for a glimpse is a luxury I cannot afford.
Two people hand in hand, but their hearts far apart.
Di Mingzhe wanted to lose his temper, he wanted to harshly question her, what made Mingjue so great, to win her affection for twenty years!
Why didn’t you look at me, even once, in those twenty years?
Even just once!
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