It’s a state where he actually wants to look at Di Xiaxia, but deliberately avoids it, acting nonchalant as he chats lightly with others.
Gu Qibao, of course, utterly understands what it’s like to have a secret crush on someone!
Because, once upon a time, she herself had a crush on Bo Chengyan.
Back then, she felt the same way: shy, awkward, and thoroughly unsure about confessing her feelings.
It requires a great deal of courage and the resilience to face rejection!
The deeper you are in love, the harder it is to confess.
Recalling her feelings at the time, she wanted to tell Bo Chengyan that she liked him, yet she feared the awkwardness afterwards if he rejected her.
Yet, none of that is the point! The point is that it would hurt so much!
If you don’t confess or make it clear, you could at least maintain the illusion, and avoid the subsequent awkwardness.
Once the barrier is broken, you would either be together or drift apart – one to pursue, one to run.
Having a secret crush is very painful, but Gu Qibao curiously wondered if her eldest brother was, in fact, secretly in love with Di Xiaxia.
Additionally, she thought that given her brother’s excellence, captivating Di Xiaxia would definitely be a cinch!
However, she suddenly remembered that Di Xiaxia had been into Di Mingjue for twenty years – a fact that Di Mingzhe was aware of.
If it turned out that her big brother was indeed secretly in love with Di Xiaxia, it would be quite tragic indeed.
However, outsiders can’t really help in matters of the heart. Each person has their own temperament, and not every path to love is the same.
Not everything can be solved by simply sleeping on it.
It seems that her elder brother is indeed quite charming.
But he’s the reserved type of charming!

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