Luna Forsaken (Arya and James) novel Chapter 285

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James’ POVO

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I almost admired the restraint in the number. Small enough to sound reasonable. Large enough to matter. Nixon pushed away from the cabinet then and came to stand beside the desk, not close enough to crowd me, close enough to listen to the quiet parts of the lie. On the line, Marcel kept going. You have them to spare. Nightwind is stable. The borders are quiet. Fifty men is not too much to ask. Quiet. Stable. He spoke about my pack as if he still had the right to assess it: As if he still knew our weak points better than the wolves who bled to hold them. As if he had not helped create every vulnerability now sitting under my skin. I let him talk until the last of his argument ran thin.

Then I said,

“No.”

Silence. Not the hesitant silence from before. This one hit hard. Clean. Final enough to make the air in the office feel colder. Marcel spoke after a few seconds, and when he did there was naked strain

under the words.

“No?”

“No.”

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“You refuse?”

“I do.”

“James, be reasonable.”

Reasonable. That word. That old poison. It had dragged more ruin behind it than any shouted threat ever could. Be reasonable. Think of the pack. Think of the future. Think beyond yourself. And somehow beyond myself had always meant beyond Arya. Beyond what she needed. Beyond what she deserved. Reasonable had been the rope. I looked toward the window again. Warriors moving across the yard. My warriors. Nightwind’s. Men who still stood because I had not yet failed them in every way a man could fail. Then I looked back at the desk.

“This is reasonable,” I said.

“No, this is spite.”

“Partly,” I said. “But not mostly.”

On the other end of the line, his breathing changed. That got his attention. Good. I kept my tone level,

almost conversational, because cruelty landed better when it did not need to shout.

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“You want fifty men from me because you’re under attack. You say you’re a Union member. You say you deserve protection. Yet here you are calling Nightwind instead of receiving immediate support from the structure you sold to me like salvation.”

He said nothing. I continued.

“If a Union wolf like you can be left exposed while rogues test your borders, then that tells me eve rything I need to know about how much that protection is worth.”

Nixon stayed very still beside the desk. I could feel the shape of each thought as I spoke it. Cold. Clear. Merciless because it was true.

“Nightwind is not fully protected,” I said. “We are tied in by proxy and paperwork and old promises from men who like hearing themselves talk. That is not security. That is a pretty story. So no, I will not send fifty men. Not one.”

Marcel’s voice came back hard with desperation.

“You are overreacting.”

“No,” I said. “I am learning.”

“This is temporary.”

“Then survive it temporarily.”

“James,”

“If Silverfang can be hit and left to scramble for help, Nightwind can be hit too.”

“You are not under attack.”

“Neither were you,” I said softly, “until you were.”

The line went quiet again. That one landed. I knew it had. I let him sit in it. Let him hear his own fear echo back at him from my mouth. Let him understand, maybe for the first time, what it sounded like when someone else used his own logic and found his life too expensive to spend on. He tried one last

turn.

“You know what happens when rogues smell weakness,” he said. “If Silverfang falls, that instability spreads. It will not stop at my borders.”

“And if I weaken Nightwind by stripping men from our walls?”

“That is not what fifty men would do.”

“Maybe not,” I said. “Maybe it would do less than that. Maybe it would only tell every enemy watching

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that I still make decisions by your need.”

I let that sit a moment, then added more quietly,

“That won’t happen again.”

Nixon glanced at me then, brief and unreadable. But I felt the shift in the room. He understood the double edge of that sentence. Marcel probably did too. On the phone, the older wolf sounded suddenly

tired. Not humbled. Men like him did not humble easy. But frayed. Worn thin enough for it to show.

“You would let this happen,” he said.

I stared at the grain of the desk and thought of Arya standing in this very room once, eyes bright with

fury and pain while I insisted there was still a way to manage what should never have been allowed to

exist. I thought of her walking out of Nightwind. Of the silence after. Of every place in this packhouse

that still felt shaped around a woman I had betrayed. Then I answered.

“Yes.”

It was the truest word I had spoken all day. He inhaled sharply, maybe from anger, maybe from

disbelief that I would say it so cleanly.

“You are condemning Silverfang over a personal grievance.”

Valmost smiled.

“You taught me that personal grievances can be made strategic with the right language.”

“Damn you.”

“No,” I said. “Not this time.”

The fire cracked in the hearth. Somewhere down the corridor outside my office, boots passed quickly

over wood, then faded. The world kept moving while Marcel sat on the line with nothing left that could

move me. He tried once more anyway, because desperate men always do.

“If not fifty, then thirty.”

I said nothing.

“Twenty.”

Still nothing.

“Ten,” he ground out. “Send ten and I’ll,

“You’ll what?”

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He stopped. I leaned back slowly in the chair.

“What exactly do you imagine you still have that I would want?”

The silence after that was enormous. No threats. No bargains. No polished manipulation. Just the exposed, humiliating truth of a man reaching with empty hands. Beside me, Nixon’s expression had gone flat and cold as winter stone. Marcel spoke at last, and all the false elevation had bled out of

him.

“I am trying to save my pack.”

For some reason that was the line that nearly did something to me. Not pity. Never that. Something harsher. Recognition maybe. The ugly old ghost of a man who had once said different words while

meaning the same thing. I am trying to save my pack. I am trying to hold what is mine. I am trying to

stop collapse. That path had a price. I had paid it with Arya’s blood, Arya’s grief, Arya’s body, Arya’s

child. Hearing him stand there now in the same wrecked posture should have felt like justice. Maybe it

did. But justice was a cold beast. It did not soothe. It simply watched.

“And I am trying to keep mine from becoming your next lesson,” I said.

Nothing came back. For the first time since I had answered, Marcel had no immediate argument

ready. No clever turn. No moral pressure. No family claim. The silence stretched so long I could hear the faint hiss of the line again. Then, finally, a breath. He had run out. It was almost disappointing how

Small a man sounded when his power failed him.

“Very well,” he said.

The words were flat. Dead. No dignity left to dress them in. A second later the line went dead. He hung

1. The office went still around the silence he left behind.

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