Mated To My Mate's Worst Enemy (ARIA) novel Chapter 498

Chapter 498

ARIA

*That was real,* Silver said. *Jordan doesn't say things that aren't real. It's professionally inconvenient to him to say things that aren't real, so he's developed the habit of only saying things he means.* She paused. *Also, for what it's worth, he and Nina—*

"I know," I said.

*You noticed,* Silver said.

"I notice things more now," I said. "Since you've been online."

*Since I've been online,* Silver said, and something in her voice had the warmth of someone hearing a characterization of themselves that they found accurate and liked. *Yes. The expanded awareness runs both directions. I help you notice things. You help me understand what I'm noticing.* A pause. *It's how it was always supposed to work.*

"Sorry it took eight months," I said.

*The bond was an unusual interference,* Silver said. *I'm not blaming you. I'm not blaming Kael either.* A pause that had a slightly different quality. *Though I do have thoughts about the bond situation.*

"You've been having thoughts about the bond situation," I said. "For eight months. You mentioned."

*The wolf,* Silver said, and I understood immediately that she meant Kael's wolf, not herself, *has been making progress.*

"I know," I said. "I can feel it through the bond."

*The progress is real but it's still incomplete,* she said. *The integration — the wolf and the person becoming fully one again rather than the two-separate-entities situation the curse created — it needs something specific to complete.*

"What does it need," I said.

*Honesty,* Silver said. *From both of them. From Kael and his wolf. They've been operating in a specific configuration for three years — the wolf in front when there's threat, the person managing everything else. They became very good at that configuration. They stopped talking to each other properly because the configuration worked well enough.*

"And now," I said.

*Now the curse is broken,* Silver said. *The configuration that was necessary during the curse isn't necessary anymore. But they're still using it because it's what they know. The wolf still leads when there's threat. The person still manages when there isn't.* A pause. *What they haven't done is sit down together and figure out what the configuration looks like now. When it's not a crisis. When the threat is background rather than immediate.*

"That sounds," I said, "like a conversation I can't have for them."

*No,* Silver said. *You can't. But you can be the thing that makes it necessary for them to have it.*

"How," I said.

*By being here,* Silver said, with the simplicity of something that was true and didn't need elaboration. *By being the mate the bond chose. By being someone the wolf has to figure out how to feel about — because you're connected to Kael through the bond and the wolf knows the bond is real, and the wolf can't keep treating you as outside the circle without creating a contradiction that becomes impossible to maintain.* She paused. *He's already starting. The warmth you've been feeling through the bond — that's the wolf beginning to reconcile.*

"He growled at me," I said. "On the lower slope."

*He did,* Silver said. *And then he came back. And every time he's come back faster.* Another pause. *I've been talking to him.*

*It sounds like freedom,* Silver said. *She doesn't spend energy on uncertainty. She has it all allocated to other things.*

"That's why she was available for the benchpressing," I said.

*She benchpresses Ivory only as needed,* Silver said. *Because it's the efficient solution to a specific problem. She doesn't do things because they're satisfying or because they're funny. She does things because they're correct.*

"And somehow that makes her funnier than most people," I said.

*Yes,* Silver said. *Because she's so completely genuine that the gap between what she says and what normal social performance would have her say becomes comedy by itself.* A pause. *I like Elite.*

"You like all of them," I said.

*I like all of them,* Silver agreed. *I've been watching them for eight months. You develop feelings about people you watch for eight months.* Another pause. *I have strong feelings about Ivory.*

"What kind of strong feelings," I said.

*The kind that come from watching someone be exceptional at something for months,* Silver said. *Ivory has been managing an impossible situation with tools that weren't designed for it and building new tools when the existing ones failed and doing all of it without stopping to acknowledge what it cost.* A pause. *I understand that now. What it cost her. What she did.*

"Me too," I said.

*She arranged you,* Silver said. *She found us. She looked for four years through people trying to stop her and kept going because she'd done the math on what happened if she didn't.* A pause. *We owe her something.*