Chapter 88:
Robert’s Point of View
She fell silent for a moment, her pupils moving rapidly as if she were searching for an exit amidst the wreckage of her thoughts, then she said in a husky voice:
"I told you... I am the one who did it... I slapped myself."
I repeated in total disbelief, my eyes never leaving the traces of redness:
"And why?"
She averted her gaze from me and said with a bitterness that coated her voice:
"Because I did something for which I deserve to punish myself."
I looked deep into her green eyes, which were bloodshot and betrayed a bitter crying spell she had endured before I entered.
Everything inside me went still except for the echo of her word, and I muttered in astonishment:
"Punishment?!"
She uttered her words as if throwing a bomb in my face:
"Because I kissed you... I punished myself."
At that moment, I felt a sudden slackening in my body’s muscles, and my chest tightened so much that breathing became heavy;
I couldn’t comprehend that she had harmed her beauty and humiliated her delicate skin because of that lie.
I said in a voice that faded from sheer amazement:
"Really? For a kiss, you slapped yourself, Julie?"
She nodded and answered with a coldness that broke my heart:
"Yes."
This honest confession made me lose control over my cold mask;
I felt a sting of regret gnawing at my insides because I was the cause of this pain,
and because my manipulation of her had reached the point where she would raise her hand against herself.
I could no longer stand to see that look of brokenness, so I said in a low voice:
"You... you didn’t kiss me."
She knitted her brows and looked at me with suspicion, saying as she tried to pull her face away:
"Don’t try to go easy on me now."
I tightened my grip more gently on her cheek and said firmly:
"I am not... it’s the truth."
Features of shock began to appear on her face as she gradually regained her focus, and she asked me in a bewildered tone:
"Then why did you say I did?"
I let go of her face and turned my gaze away from her, a bitter smile that carried not a single shred of mirth forming on my lips, and I said:
"I took advantage of your memory loss regarding that night... and I wanted to enjoy seeing you floundering in your confusion."
As soon as I spoke the truth, she regained her tone, sharp as a blade; her body jerked, and she screamed in my face while trembling with rage:
"You are mentally deranged! You made me hate myself and despise my existence because of a soft lie of your invention!"
I tried to regain my sarcastic mask to hide the struggle tearing me apart from the inside, and said with false coldness while shrugging my shoulders with indifference:
"It was an entertaining lie... don’t you think?"
She took a step toward me, her body shaking from intense resentment, and said in a tone dripping with disgust:

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